making moves

|falling unconscious|

Everything happens for a reason but sometimes I wish I knew what that reason was.
- Mimi.

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I advise you to listen to the music as you read.

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Mabel Celine Junior.

Slowly trailing his tongue down my exposed chest, he created little love bites causing me to moan in pleasure. I could feel his smile forming against my chest.

"We can't beat today, mandems are coming over." He spoke as he lifted his head up. Kissing my teeth as a response, I reached for my vest on the floor.

"Mab chill man, you know I would rather chill with you babes" I rolled my eyes at his comment.

No. You would rather hang out with your self-contained and dangerous friends and besides like you always say "You ain't my girl so chill", I kept my thoughts quietly in my head today.

I shrugged my shoulders and fixed my hair before putting on my coat.

"You can't stay angry at me Mabel man com'on bruv." He was beginning to get angry, I could tell that he was, he only ever said my full name if I had done something to anger him.

"I'm not angry Slim, I swear." I faked a smile at him before reaching on my tip toes to peck him on the lips. He grabbed a handful of my bum and deepened the kiss.

"Get home safe yeah" He called out as he made his way into his bathroom.

"Dumb prick" I mumbled underneath my breath.

The cold wind hit me harshly on my face, making little tears drop down my cheeks, wiping it off quickly before more tears poured out.

I decided against getting the bus home so I walked to clear my mind.

Me and Slim's relationship was quite complicated. I was his girlfriend but at the same time I wasn't. He was like a bestfriend to me but I always felt like I was just a beat for him, even though he said I meant more than that to him.

I could never leave him, despite the way he treats me I was still in love with him just the way he loves me back. He taught me how to love myself and how to hold myself up like young lady.

If we wasn't having sex or doing sexual things at his house I was most likely there to cook for him and his friends then go home. I mean he is a busy man, been a big drug lord's 'girlfriend' didn't make things better for me. I had girls messaging me that he cheats on me or threatening me but I know his character isn't like that.

I was the only girl he was beating.

Well I hope I was.

Sighing as I put my key into the door, I breathed deeply knowing that there was hell was possibly breaking loose in there.

"You-you are home late." My little step sister whispered as she tugged onto my coat.

"Shhhh don't tell daddy ok." I whispered back with fear.

"Don't tell daddy what?"

Looking over to the stairs I saw him. My mum's boyfriend.

"Nothing dad." The word dad left a bitter taste in my mouth, I was forced to call him dad.

Within the blink of an eye his hands snaked around my throat, he picked me up by the neck making me search for air.

"Tell daddy fuck what!" He began to a squeeze my neck harder.

I gasped and scrapped his hand, kicking my small feet as far as they could go.

"Little girl I will not ask you again, tell daddy what!" He shouted again, squeezing my neck even more and slamming my head into the wall behind me.

My head was feeling light, my breathing shortened, my body turned cold and trembled against the wall.

I just want to be knocked out cold right now, my neck hurts, my entire body hurts.

"D-d-dadd-y shhh-e told me no-not to tell you th-that sh-shhhe gave me a be-bear hu-ggg." My little sister stuttered as usual through her sentence.

I smiled a little, at least she had my back.

"Is that true Mabel?" He questioned.

I opened my mouth to answer but nothing came out.

Both my eyes shut close as my body made its way to the wooden floor.

The only thing that I could hear before falling unconscious was the screams of my little sister, Angel.

*End of flashback*

A/N - tomorrow night I'm adding more to this chapter so be ready guys x

-M x.