You can kill yourself without actually dying.
If I kill everything I love there isn't anything keeping me here.
I hate myself but I'm too much of a coward to die.
What does it matter... No one even notices, and if they do they don't care.
I could die but i'm selfish.
I'm selfish enough to keep going through this hell.
For what?
New music.
Saying "I love you" to people who need love.
Knowing the ending of Supernatural.
Chocolate when I can't help it.
The numb and icy-hot feeling after overloading on the treadmill.
I'm not worth it.
But I want to be.
Maybe i'll be selfish one more day.
