Bass Rifts: S/mb

Fuck You

You know what, BFFLAD? We met three years ago and pledged our lives for each other! We wrote sings and I've been saving up money for the past TWO FUCKING YEARS to get a bass and lessons to make a band with you! And then! You tell me that you've changed your mind and are doing it on your own?! We don't have the same music taste and would never work well together?! You don get it! I will never fucking be in a band because other than you, I have no friends interested in this. You said you wanted to go find someone to love and move out with them?! Guess you don't love me! After everything we've been through, you tell me all this through a text instead of face to face?! Why the fuck did you think I would take that with ease nd we could be jolly good buds again?! No! I am NOT overreaching, I am pissed! I almost killed myself with you last year when we had agreed that if one of us were to want to die, we would do it together! For the non-distant god's sake?! You were my only hope to do what I wanted in life, and now that hoe is gone. I have to go to college now, and work a job I don't want. I'll never learn to play an instrument or sing or write songs. You have basically sentenced me to a life of misery and a most likely eventual suicide because I'll be fed up with it! All I can say to you, in this message you'll never read, is fuck you. Fuck you for what you have done to me. Fuck you for actually making me think I have a future in a life I WANTED. Fuck you for making me think you loved me and that you were my best friend for life and death. Fuck you. ~ Seb