finding love Boyxboy (on hold)

Chapter 6

   When they let me out I was somewhat happy, but I was also a little freaked I was happy because I really hate hospitals and was glad to be out. I’m freaked because I was sacred to go to school and be bullied again. In the back of my mind I kind of thought, I deserved to be bullied, because I’m gay. Not sure why I would think that but I feels like I do deserve it. Sam didn’t drive me to school that day because our dad didn’t want both his kids to be late so he let Sam go and he drove me I missed first period, but I didn’t really care that just means that I got to avoid Tyler a little bit. But then again I would have to talk to him eventually, so I decided that during second period I would write him a note.

   I had the whole class time to write the note; because I was done with my work early, I finished a second before class got out. The note said.

   Dear Tyler

   I really wanted to tell you this the day I met you but I was to scared the thing is Tyler ... I like you ... please don’t hate me for this. If you don’t want to be my friend any more I would under stand. I have had a crush on you for a while now and it was vary hard to hide my feeling I wasn’t sure if you’re gay and I’m not saying you are I just wanted you to know I like you.

   The note is short I know, but that’s all I want to say all I have to do now is wait till school is over so I can give the note to him and have time to talk to him after he reads it. Third period I side the longest class of the day and I was not looking forward to it. Walking in to class, I just remember that I don’t have to go to sixth period today because it was my first LGBT meeting well ad lest I get to skip one class. Instead of listening to what Mrs. Swift had to say about what we will be learning to day I just doodled in my notebook.

   Class was over right when I was about to get up and leave man that class was boring I’ve never been so bored in my life. Finely lunch I was starving even though I always was when lunch came around. Walking to the cafeteria to get lunch some people stopped me in the hall only about to but I was still worried. One guy I knew was on the foot ball team because they all looked the same to me and acted the same. The other person was a girl she was about my height kind of skinny and wouldn’t do well in a fight, so why did they stop me?

   “Hey you the kid that was in the hospital right?” the tall guy asked.

   “Yes Why?”

   “No reason my friend and I was just wondering if you where okay?”

   “I’m fine.” Why would they want to know if I’m okay? And why isn’t other guy talking?

   “Hey we aren’t going to hurt you if that was what you where thinking I would never do that and neither would he.”

   “Okay so why can’t you’re friend talk for her self?”

   “I don’t know really I guess I’m just use to talking for her or some thing.”

   “Well I’m hungry will you move out of my way so I can go eat?”

   “Oh sorry um can we eat with you and you’re friends?”

  “Sure, but I don’t even know you what are you’re names?”

   “I’m Ryan and this is Alex.”

   “Okay Ryan, and Alex lets go eat.”

   They fallowed me to the cafeteria where I found Josh and Rob we all got our food then went out side to eat like we always do Ryan seemed confused I’m guessing he doesn’t go out side during lunch. While we where eating I saw some guys every time some one would say something they would look at me and laugh. One cough my eye he wasn’t laughing at me or talking all he would do is just sit their as soon as he saw that I was looking at him I turned my head. All I had was his image in my head and all I could remember was how scared he look I erased that out of my head and just thought about giving Tyler the note. I didn’t want to think that Tyler wasn’t going to stay my friend. So I joined in on my friend’s conversation to get him off my mined the problem is I didn’t know what they where talking about. So, I just sat there till the bell rang.