Saving You (Gordon Ramsay x Male Reader)

Behind a Mask

Male Readers POV ~ Sniffiling I started to pack what little clothes I had most of them had either holes or icky stains on them. that's all I had I'm surprised I had any clothes to begin with because of my "living situation" My face was very wet and the tears wouldn't stop coming but I didn't care I just let them fall on my suitcase just then I hear footsteps coming up the stairs quickly wiping my face I turn around to see Chef Ramsay at the door looking at me with a blank expression on his face and arms crossed. He's probably mad at me for leaving the challenge I know he's going to eliminate me but I'll save him the trouble because I was planning to leave anyways in the meantime I need to just smile I can't let Chef Ramsay know I'm sad I need to hide behind this mask it's the only thing I'm good at....

Chef Ramsay - Why did you walk out and leave like that?

Male Reader - ......I'm sorry I've should of waited until the challenge was over (Smiles big)

Chef Ramsay - waited for what...? What in bloody hell are you talking about?!

Male Reader - well I was thinking about leaving I've realized I'm way in over my head and not cut out to cook...besides I'm below average I'm less of a cooker than an amateur

Male Reader's POV ~ when I was done talking I turned my back and continued packing "that's right just keep smiling" I said to myself I can't let Chef Ramsay see me like this but once I leave my guard can be brought back down all I want.

Chef Ramsays POV ~ My eyes looked at ______ as he was packing thinking to myself was one criticism really going to make him leave why was he acting like this? The more I thought about it the angrier I got keeping my arms crossed ______ was packing it wasn't even the first service night! Once he was done giving me his explanation I saw he turned back to his suitcase and continued packing his clothes my arms slowly uncrossed  and balled in to fists why was this kid bothering me so much I shouldn't be caring this much so why..WHY?! my knuckles got white balling my fists tighter as that thought lingered in the back of my head

I knew when _____ spoke to me his smile was fake I can see it in his eyes he's hiding behind a mask....