I got into the shower and cleaned myself to get rid of all the chloryn. I got out and decided to change myself, I put on a marvel shirt and some shorts with converse. I did my hair in a side braid and decided to put some make up on. I got out of the bathroom and walked where my Dad was. He was laying down in bed checking his phone. I walked where he was and smiled.
-What?- he asked
-Well I was wondering if you can take me to the lobby so I can take a picture with The Janoskians- I said and smiled wide
-Swetty, no- he said without even looking at me
-Why dad?- I asked confused
-They can harm you- he said
-No they won´t, and I know how protect myself- I crossed my arms
-Sweetheart, no, they might know you and do something to you, and besides, why do they want to take a picture with a 15 year old girl- my dad said looking at my eyes
That hurt me a lot, and then I started thinking. Why? If they know what I do to myself maybe they will act different towards me. I looked at my hands and looked back at my dad
-Please?- I asked now insecure about it
-One picture and that is all- he said and stood up of the bed.
We got out of the hotel room to the elevator, I kind of made a weird dance on the way with my phone until the elevator doors opened, I inmideatly saw Beau sitting in the couch with his phone on his hands. He looked so handsome, gorgeous. I walked where he was and smiled.
-Hi- I said nervouse and shaking
He stood up and smiled -Hi, what´s your name- he asked and strecthed his hand
-Ana- I said and shook his hand.
OMG! I can´t even, I touched Beau hand
-My name is Beau- he said with that smile
-Can I take a picture with you?- I asked and looked at my hands insecure
-Yeah, sure- he said
I gave the phone to my dad and I walked next to him, I am so small, I am like I must look up to look at his lips ok. My dad took two pictures and putted down my phone. I walked away and looked at him again
-Thank you- I said with a smile
-No problem- he said and sitted down.
I looked around and saw the other guys outside, I walked to where they were and smiled
-Hi, may I take a picture with you guys- I asked again
-Sure- They said and stood up
I saw James, Jai and Luke, I couldn´t find Daniel, where was he?
I walked where and putted myself between James and Jai. Well I am way smaller that James, way smaller. My Dad took the picture and smiled. I walked away but their security guard, I think looked at me
-A little warning, you may not putted the picture today online since is our free day, we are here to relax, you must wait until the next day, you can upload it to Faceboof, Twitter, Instagram, until tomorrow. Or I will find you- he said
-And you will kill me?- I said saying the Taken quote
He just nodded and laughed
-Thank you guys- I said turning around and telling the guys
They just smiled and sat down again. My dad and I walked inside the hotel again, before we got to the elevator, he grabbed my arm and walked to a corner, where most people who were eating can look at us
-Are you stupid or what?- my dad asked me
-Why?- I asked confused
-You won´t upload those pictures, erased them now- he said looking furious at me
-No, I won´t- I said grabbing my phone out of his hands and holding it towards me
My dad grabbed my arm and squeezed it until it made it look red, tears wanted to come out so badly. Let me tell you something. My dad and I sometimes we don´t stand each other, we hate each other as you can see. He let go of my arm and looked at my eyes.
-I will be at the room, clean your face and then you can go- he siad and pushed me a bit until i hit myself with the wall. I looked at him, looked when he got in the elevator and left, I walked pressing my lips trying so hard that I didn´t cry, I looked around, and saw Beau staring at me, mouthing *Are You Ok* I just nodded and walked towards the bathroom to wash my face, well my eyes.
I looked at the mirror, looked at my reflection, tears came out. How can my dad be so mean, be like that. I looked at my wrist, I saw some scars and not so new scars, I looked at it and cried, I didn´t bring my bag, I looked at my nails, cutted, so they were sharp enough to cut. I passed my nail as fast as I could through my wrist, making some parts of my flesh getting rid making blood coming out, I screamed a little, not so loud. I did it three times until my arm was red. I got paper and cleaned a bit my arm. I got out of the bathroom but before I smiled liked nothing happned.
I walked out and looked at Beau standing outside the bathroom, his arms were crossed and he looked at me
-Are you ok?- he asked
-Yeah, why?- I asked
-I saw you well with teary eyes and I got worried- he said
-Yeah, I am fine- I said and passed my arm through my hair.
Beau grabbed my arm and looked at it, his eyes opened, I removed it as fast as I could. Damn it he looked at the scar arm.
Beau grabbed my wrist and looked at me -No, don´t do it again- he said and kissed my scars and my new cuts.
I looked at the floor with teary eyes, not again, not here please
-I have to go- I said, I removed my arm from his hand and walked as fast as I could to the elevator doors.
I saw how he looked at me, is just the way that I hate, the worried look.
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Here is the second chapter. If you want to look at the pictures I took with The Janoskians, follow me at tumblr foodb4bros is in page 10
The gif on the side is how Beau kissed the scars. I know is Cameron Dallas I know.
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