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Hey  guys it's me your lazy ass author after decades  I'm sorry :( but here is update for you all  💜
If you're interested go ahead :D

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I woke up feeling cold,  my eyes still closed,  as I roam my hands around. I slowly  came to my senses.  I remember  I was on the bed with jenni  but bed was empty,  I froze for  a moment  slow breeze hitting  my face, my body warmed up till my neck  I still felt cold  I don't know I slowly  open my eyes trying to adjust to my  surroundings   I sense it was dark .  I heard the clock ticking I saw the time 4:30 am .

Dawn to be exact I look around to find that specific  person I felt a pang on my chest feeling lonely  a slow cold breeze  hit my face made me realize the window  door of balcony was open .

I slowly  got up when I heard a voice a soothing voice  .singing

I was confused at first but as I got closer I get to recognize  the voice and I literally  gasp ..

Don’t open your eyes but look at me
All day, I’ll make you stay by my side
I’ll disappear the moment you wake up
Looking at your eyes is everything to me

I want to leave this moment
Because you’re not here
You only remain
In forgotten memories

Lullaby, don’t go today
I’ll sing you this song
Even when morning comes, stay with me (every day)
I’ve waited here every day
But I don’t know if I can tomorrow as well

Don’t make me cry
Not even for a moment
Don’t leave me alone
Hold my hand

Bewitched for a long time
My footsteps toward you
Trapping me forever
In the same place

Into the times where you are there
I wish I could go
My heart is going faster
Than time

Lullaby, don’t go today
I’ll sing you this song
Even when morning comes, stay with me (every day)
I’ve waited here every day
But I don’t know if I can tomorrow as well

I’ll never leave you alone
I try to hold onto you
But you are opening your eyes
No choice but you let you go

Lullaby, don’t go today
I’ll sing you this song
Even when morning comes, stay with me (every day)
I’ve waited here every day
But I don’t know if I can tomorrow as well

                 Lullaby, don’t go today

I was standing there I had been lying   if I say I didn't  cry ..

I stayed silent for a moment  closing my eyes ,tears cascading down my cheeks I took deep painful  breath ,swallowing  unknown  guilt .

I stepped  forward with heavy steps yet carefully  aim to not scare her,placing my hand on window door I stare at her beautiful  yet fragile  figure sitting at the corner ,staring at the sky face stained with tears, holding an alcohol  bottle in hands .
My heart stinging with pain I know my pain is nothing compare with hers.

Promise me kookie   you will never hide anything for  me.

I promise I will never princess ~