lol, this is currently my favorite song rn.💓
zion was living the boy band life. a new girl every night type shit, but he was tired of it and wanted something new that would last. he tried to date for a couple months but every girl he chilled with just wasn't doing it for him. just something weird, the vibe was off. he knew what he wanted and he didn't want to settle for less. he decided to have some fun and go out to the club with the boys; old times.
zions pov
the boys and i arrived at the club and i felt so out of place, i wasn't feeling myself lately and i thought this would help but it isn't. i went to go ask nick to get me a drink since i'm not of age yet but while searching for him my eyes lay on this girl standing by herself watching her friends dance. she looked like she wanted to dance but almost like she didn't know how, or she was too shy. she was a beautiful girl, she definitely had something on me but i don't know what it was so i make my way over there.
"would you like to dance?" i reach my hand out and she smiles but quickly closes it.
y/n pov
i see this lightskin with dreads make his way over to me. very tall. stunning smile. definitely a heartbreaker. i wasn't looking for a one night stand but his presence made me nervous. he reaches his hand out and asks if i'd like to dance. i smile but immediately remember my braces and close my mouth. "aye no need for that, your smile is breathtaking." he says grabbing by chin lifting it up as i laugh showing my smile, which causes him to show his. we make our way to the dance floor and my friends eye me. i start feeling the music, leaving my comfort zone.
zions pov
her body was mesmerizing. i love it when she moves like that. she turned around and put her arms around me smiling again singing along to the music. it was the most refreshing thing to my eyes. she moved her hands from my neck to my cheeks still holding that smile and even through the dark i could see her dimples which killed me even more. she moved in closer very slowly but i felt like it was happening so fast.
i start to move in even though she's already
close enough and i touch my lips with hers. i move my hands down to the small of her back swaying us to the beat remotely in the background. she opens the gap between us making my lips cold.
"do you wanna get out of here?" she yells because of the noise.
"only if i get to leave with you." i replied back and she immediately grabs my hand to leave the club. we get an uber since i came with the guys and she with her friends. we drive back to her apartment which was a good 45 minutes so we got to know each other more. her name was y/n. beautiful. i couldn't get enough. the way she talked and the way she used her hands to tell a story and the way she rolled her eyes at herself for mixing up her words or even the way she makes me feel myself and makes me feel accepted, was making me fall so deeply for her in just these couple of hours.
we get back to her place and she changes into something more comfortable and hands me a pair of extra sweatpants she had from her brother she said. we laid in her bed with low music and her strip lights changing colors to the sound. the vibe was perfect. i could stare at her all day. i checked my phone super quick while she ordered some food and the boys blew my shit up. i told them where i was and everything was straight. they saw who i left with and constantly told me how jealous they were. honestly i'd be jealous too. she's amazing.
she came back and i started taking about myself and the band, things she wanted to know.
y/n pov
he's so pretty oh my god. i just want to touch his face so bad. i'm already so attached and i know i'm hurting myself. i know his type. they're the reason why i have relationship issues. i cannot believe i got myself into this mess again. he seems so different but they all seem that way. i get lost in my thoughts and forgot what he was talking about. i think he was talking about meeting Khalid which is fucking awesome. i don't deserve someone like him. i'm hurting myself more, i let my guard down. i caught the last part of his sentence. "-but yeah that's pretty much what's going on with me right now." i can't help but smile. i noticed him eyeing my lips and then my eyes. he starts to lean in and i meet him halfway. it leads to a bit of a makeout that i've never experienced before. i grab his face deepening the kiss caressing his jawline. i replace my hands with my mouth sucking on his jawline and down to his neck. i hear his breathing getting louder. he moves his hands to the bottom of my shirt lifting it off showing my bra and immediately feeling insecure. damn was this feeling familiar. his shirt was already off from changing clothes.
the session started to turn into something more. no matter how comfortable i was feeling with this boy, i rlly liked him and i wasn't ready for this yet. i didn't want to get hurt again. it always started like this.
i put my hands on his chest trying to lightly use force so he'd get the memo to stop which he did. "is something wrong?" he said with a confused but worried expression. he's so cute. "no not at all. i just don't want to go too fast. i like you." i blush waiting for a rejection.
no answer. i knew it.
"look i understand if you were looking for a one night stand but i always seem to get hurt. if you're not feeling the same thing you should probably leave.
zion pov
something about a girl admitting her feelings is so attractive to me. she was so nervous i could tell. her cheeks heating up. i cant believe she felt the same way. i was shocked, couldn't make up words and i could tell she was getting upset at me giving her a silent answer. lowkey kind of offended she got the vibe that i only wanted to fuck. i place my hand on her cheek like before. tears start to stroll down her perfect complexion. "baby who hurt you?" i continue to hold her.
i wanna say a good 20 minutes later i hear her voice. "this is so embarrassing. i just met you." she chuckles.
"it's not y/n. not at all. let me have all of you." i whisper and she hugs me tighter. i rock us back and forth to a daniel caesar song singing along playfully.
"your voice is beyond beautiful. so soothing." she said looking in my eyes. then i sing for real to her. she smiles, killing me once again.
giggles are heard here and there. i kiss her cheek again laying us down. she drifts asleep and i get up to turn her lights and music off but she holds me tighter.
"where are you going. don't leave."
i hug her back even tighter kissing her neck.
"i couldn't even dream of it."
this was a lot sorry. unedited
