I came out to my best friend and then I told (E) that i had feelings for her and we have been on two dates now and it turns out she also really likes me so I'm actually really happy for the first time since (J).
Along with that my English teacher assigned me a reading project and a chose the book "The Perks Of Being A Wallflower". I think that Charlie would be proud. The whole point of the project is to learn to make predictions so you were supposed to chose a book that you know nothing about. But I've read this book 7 times soon to be 8.
I also have a theory about my "best friends"...
The 4 of us were extremely close all last year and fo ever really but I have a lot of mental breakdowns and get anxiety attacks in the middle of nowhere and in public ALL THE TIME, so anyways we were making a rap music video about the culture of canada and we all met at on of the fours house (AKA-Nicole) and we were doing the voice over and one girl couldn't stop laughing (AKA-Cassie) me and Cassies relationship was already rocky but this just tipped the boat all the way over. I started freaking out and having an attack and they were just saying that I was ridiculous and they got really mad at me. So they have now all been avoiding me and rolling their eyes at me and it really hurts because I thought I could trust then enough to tell them I was bisexual which i was going to do.
But I wasrong wrong
Very very wrong.
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A safer place than reality
Non-FictionIm scared. This isn't one of my fictional pieces like before or stories of my family. This is were i write this I've never told anyone. So please please try to be supportive. Also if you know who i am please don't tell my parents about this I haven'...
