"i know, i know", shawn said into the phone as he paced around the room, "clara is already on her way, we're gonna get it taken care of", he sounded kind of urgent, "alright...yeah...bye", he hung up, tossing his phone on the nightstand before sitting down on the edge of the bed.
i sat up, my head pounding, "who was that?"
"oh nobody, just my manager. called to say that we have a mandatory meeting with my publicist", he didn't even bother to look at me.
"i can't, i--", i began.
"no star, i'm sorry but we have to", he sounded angry, "we have to clean up this damn mess you made because the whole world thinks i'm the biggest douche bag to ever live right now when they don't even know my side of the damn story", he looked over at me as the door bell sounded, "put something on, we have a meeting to get to."
i felt blank. my mind was physically frozen and i had no clear idea of what could've happened after my eighth glass of wine.
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"so, this, is our current situation", clara tossed a stack of magazines on the coffee table, "hollywood heart throb, more like hollywood a*shat", they read.
"great", shawn let out a sarcastic laugh, "isn't this great star", he held one up for me to see.
"i can read perfectly fine on my own, shawn. i already saw", i rolled my eyes, "i have to get summer up so can we wrap this thing up?"
"no, we can't fucking wrap it up! this is my life and you're so quick to say yes to my dreams being shoved down the damn drain", he stood up and looked down at me, "maybe the reason this whole situation is happening is because you don't love me anymore! i realized that a long time ago, and i'm just too afraid to end us! because at the end of the day, i'm not gonna sit here and pretend how i feel about you is fake. but i'm also not gonna sit here and pretend like this isn't your fault either!"
"no, that's where you're wrong and that's not why you cheat on me, shawn--"
"no, it is. because that day almost three years ago where you got our child tested because you didn't think that was my child--that was my breaking point!"
blank, i felt blank.
a/n
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