Max : u ready to start packing Tegan : yep Max : still can't belive were moving to Australia i can't wait . Im exsited Tegan : were still here for 2 weeks Max : i know but existing Tegan : k now go away im gonna start Max : ok
I turn on the speaker and i start packing away all my stuff . I put eveything in boxes in my suite case all of it taking its time .
Max : were getting food u coming Tegan : no but u can get food for me Max : will do Tegan : bye
I carry on pack looking at all the memories i had in this room all the pictures . Everything was good some bad but mostly good .
The hardest thing thats gonna happen is leaving lena and our memories . And my friends what we had been throw . What happend and just people i have been friends with for years my whole life . Im gonna be leaving all of that
My phone then goes off so i turn the music off
Tegan : hi Daniel : hi are u in Tegan : yh why Daniel : no ones answering the door Tegan : oh I'll be down in a sec Daniel : ok
I walk down stairs and i open the door . And we head upstairs
Daniel : why is there loads of boxs and all your stuff packed
Tegan : i am um moving to Australia Daniel : what how come Tegan : i spoke to my dad last night and i chanced my mind Daniel : oh so u are leaving Tegan : yh Daniel : whats gonna happen between us Tegan : i don't know Daniel : do u want to try long distance Tegan : do u Daniel : i want us to give it a try but only if u do Tegan : i do but last night i was thinking . In the future are we gonna work or is it gonna be a disaster Daniel : i told u not to think of the future only in this moment like right here right now . Tegan : i know but i know its not gonna work . I want it to but it can't im atchally gonna get so much older then u Daniel : that dosent matter Tegan : it dose to me Daniel : don't let it
He says while grabbing my hands
Daniel : i wasent gonna say it so early but i mean it . I love u and i want this to work so please don't think about anything of the future Tegan : i love u to but its hard Daniel : i know so just forget about it . Tegan : ill try Daniel : please do because u mean eveything to me . We just got together and i don't want to lose u Tegan : u won't lose me . But we are gonna be living on diffrent sides of the world . Different time zones Daniel : that dosent matter to me . As long as we speak to each other Tegan : we will Daniel : good
Daniel : right tomrrow were going on a date . Im spreading as much time as possible with u Tegan : ok good i want to spend as much time with u as possible as well . Because i got 2 weeks Daniel : just 2 weeks Tegan : yh the for sale sigh is going up in a couple days . And were gonna live with my nan and grams for a couple weeks . Until we find our place Daniel : uhh 2 weeks Tegan : i know but we're make them great Daniel : its gonna be amzing Tegan : amzing
Max : foods here Tegan : thank u Max : door open Tegan : get lost me and daniel want to spend as much time together as possible . We got 2 weeks before we leave to move to the other side of the world Max : and i don't want to me be an uncle Tegan : that won't happen now go away or things are gonna be akward Max : fine Tegan : now shut the door Max : ok
I start eating
Tegan : bloody annoying family Daniel : its understandable were kinda teenagers and we do have hormones Tegan : still it makes things akward Daniel : i know but oh well a bit of awkwardness won't last forever Tegan : i guess but it still will be akward in that moment Daniel : u can't go throw life with out haveing a bit of akwardness Tegan : ok
Tegan : can i ask u somthing Daniel : shoot Tegan : what do u do when u finish high school Daniel : well collage and then we wait around for ages until we start it all over again Tegan : why do u go back to school Daniel : its somthing to do and plus now were free from logan we could possible move away from here . Go away Tegan : that would be nice Daniel : yh mean i won't to go to Portland . Tegan : ok Daniel : what are u gonna do after high school and collage Tegan : i really have no clue Daniel : surely something u wanna do mean i would do music Tegan : maybe music as well im really not sure . Im confussed about eveything Daniel : ok Tegan : can u stay tonight Daniel : yh but i need to eat Tegan : u can go home do what u want Daniel : I'll go home eat and then ill pack some things and then ill come back Tegan : ok Daniel : ill see u in a bit Tegan : ok
Once hes gone i go to the bathroom i turn on the shower
I wrap the towl around myself i brush my hair and teeth and then i get dressed . I walk into my room and i carry on packing a view things . And my room is really starting to look empty just a load of boxes and a bed
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Daniel : im back Tegan : good im tired Daniel : are u really gonna sleep Tegan : yh Daniel : nooooo its early Tegan : and ive done a lot of packing its tired and i don't stay up early Daniel : fine wet dog Tegan : rude i had a shower Daniel : i can tell thats why your a wet dog Tegan : loser
I get in bed and daniel get undressed and he gets in next to me and i cuddle into him
Daniel : we won't be able to do this for long Tegan : i know but once im all setaled in Australia ill come back for a bit and we can catch up on Eveything Daniel : good
