Max : u need a lift to school
Tegan : no amd im taking the car
Max : ok
Tegan : hand the keys
He throws me the keys and i walk out the door and drive to school
Jonah : are u ok after friday
Tegan : yes the day after i went a saw the vapms
Gabbie : seriously
Tegan : yh i met the love of my life james
Gabbie : luckey
Tegan : mhm
Daniel : boo
I jump and i turn around and hit his arm
Tegan : hate u
Daniel : no u don't
Tegan : i do
Corbyn : your losers
Tegan : fuck off
Christan : jeee
Tegan : im tired and grumpy im sorry
Zach : we got a grumpy person on thr lose
Daniel : shes been angry at me the past couple days exsept yesterday
Tate : why
Tegan : i was not angry at u
Daniel : i may or mat not have asked allison out to make her jelouse
Tegan : i was not jelouse it was more of what she was saying that was annoying me
Christan : so danny boy has a crush and wanted to make u jelouse
Tegan : really didn't work tho so u know
Jack : so what are u guys
Daniel : not really sure
Gabbie : just be something
Tegan : and who says i like him back mean dont forget hes over 200 years old
I wisper
Daniel : that's rude i cant help that
Jonah : but in the ways we look were younge and we dont act over 200 years old
Tegan : ok
The bell goes and we all head to class
Christan : ignore the girls
Tegan : ill try
Allison : hope your enjoying my sloppy seconds
Tegan : what do u mean
Mila: u and daniel your a thing but allison had him first
Tegan : well that's impossible me and daniel hoocked up ages ago so i think u had my seconds .
Christan : they did it was when we were in the cabin
She makes this stupid noise and rolls her eyes
Skip rest of day
Adam : wait up
Tegan : hi
Adam : friday im sorry i kissed u i dont even know why i did it
Tegan : its fine
Adam : its not
Tegan : it is its all forgotten about
Adam : ok
Tegan : right i should go
Adam : ok
I walk to my car and drive home
Max : ive got something to tell u
Tegan : ok
Max : dad come down While u were at school and we spoke .
Tegan : spit it out
Max : he wants me u and him to move to um austrilla to be nearer to family
Tegan : no chance
Max : i may have said i would go
Tegan : u guys can but im not theres no chance
Max : like hes gonna let u live half way around the world
Tegan : its him who's moving away not me so i don't care im staying .
Max : coop come on
Tegan : no im not moving away end of im old enough to look after myself
Max : and what happend less then a mouth ago . U got kidnapped
Tegan : and i got out
Max : your not staying here alone u coming end of . Its up to dad what we do
Tegan : fuck u fuck eveyone
I get up and i walk out the door and i start running anywhere i could i don't care . They can't tell me what to do im 18 almost 19 im not 5
I turn my phone off because of max calling me and i really dont want to speak to him . He dosent rule me he cant say were moving
After a while i just start walking around the park round and round trying to clear my head . May i add its pitch black out with a couple lights around and u see a couple of people just walking there dogs .
I then get stopped
Mrs p : coop is that u
Tegan : um yh
Mrs p : what are u doing out its late and its frezzing cold
Tegan : don't want to be at home at the moment so i come here
Mrs p: its late and u got school tomrrow u should head home
Tegan : i will anyway ill see u around
I go running off while she dose call my name
Logan : hello beautiful don't u think it's times u come back with me
Tegan : your fake
Logan : am i tho because if i was fake do u think u could feel this
He comes running at me and he just disappears . I knew this was a hallucination hes not here hes gone u will not see him again
I sit down on the bench and look at the lake rapping my jumper tighter around myself trying to warm up . I sit there for ages and ages and i keep thinking random thing's making me smile frown and laugh making sound like im crazy
After a while i turn my phone on and see its 5am fucking hell i get up and walk home
Max : are u fucking crazy just leaving . God knows whay could of happen
Tegan : fuck off i don't care
Max : no don't tell me to fuck off u have no clue what could of happend
Tegan : go away
Dad : what's this all about
Max : she left and just come back now
Dad: why would u go we just got u back
Tegan : like u have been around . All u done is sit in bed doing nothing
Dad : i know and i have now figured out what im doing
Tegan : yh moving is half way around thr world
Dad : i think it would be good
Tegan : for u yh me no not me i want to stay here
Dad : come on i think it would be good a nice new fresh start
Tegan : don't care if i have to ill go move in with mom
Dad : shes not your mom
Tegan : she may have cheated on u but she is still my mom
Dad : shes not your biological mouther
Max : what do u mean
Dad : i cheater on your mouther one time i was so drunk i don't even rember it . But i she ended up pregante with tegan
Tegan : no your liying
Dad : im not
Max : u made such a bit thing about mom cheating and now we find out u did
Dad : it was once she has been doing it for years .
Tegan : lily coop is my mom my biological mom
Dad : shes not
Tegan : who is then
Dad : aria lewis she died giving birth to u she had problems
Tegan : no
Dad : me and lily were gonna tell u and then we thought it was best if we didn't .
Tegan : u are all messed up
Dad : im sorry
Max : she had a right to know why tell us now
Dad : with eveything that happened i wanted a fresh start and by that i mean tegan u get to know your other brother
Tegan : i have anuther brother
Dad ; it was from arias marriage before she has a son named luke . Because his dad died maybe 2 years ago ive had contact with him
Tegan : i hate u
I go running upstirs slamming my door shut slamming my fist into the wall . Its all got to be a dream its got to be
