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六: Haunted by the Past

[Jennie's POV]

I walked across the Han river, living memories crawled up again. I remember everything, now. I could see it, clearly. I closed my eyes. And I could feel it again, the opening pain of the wounds and the hurting bruises. Life was never smooth.

It was no break up.

Once it was Jennie being proposed by a man he loved the most. And she was just that kind of high school nerd. She had no squad, was called by names. Was weak. Her thick framed glasses pulled by the guys, and the girls used to push her around. Hanbin stood up to protect her. But it changed once.

Hanbin was no longer the protective, romantic boyfriend. Instead, he was an abusive boyfriend who just took advantage of the girl. Sadly, Jennie didn't know. All the pure thoughts of an innocent girl, was her boyfriend was her true love.

"H-hanbin! Honey," she hugged him softly, trying to peck his cheek, when he refused to.

"Let's fuck, I'm horny," Hanbin said, clearly looking annoyed. "B-but what happened? I-I, what about we-" Hanbin slapped. "When I say no, it's a no! You think you can rule over me, huh?" Hanbin pulled Jennie's hair, as she bit her lips in awe.

"P-please," Jennie was crying. Her voice was cracking, and horribly hoarse. She mumbled prayers, wishing that Hanbin wouldn't torture her. She was trying to let go of his hands, but it was too strong.

"Oh, bunny? Are you trying to runaway from me? Well, that will never happen." She couldn't escape the hell. Jennie's hands were cuffed, her legs were tied, her mouth was covered.

Slowly, Hanbin took her clothes off. "My slutty little bunny," Hanbin's voice made her whimper. Jennie was naked by then, skin exposed from head to toe. She closed her eyes as she burst into tears.

Hanbin brought a vibrator and a belt, then hit her several times with it. "P-painful~" Unclear mumbles was heard. "You're being naughty to daddy, this is your consequence," Hanbin said.

He shoved the vibrator up in her vagina and turned on the power to the highest. Jennie was awfully groaning in pain, he kept on hurting her with the belt, creating scars and bruises.

And it happened almost everyday. Life got tougher when Hanbin got stressed from his school and family life. He would go home drunk and threaten Jennie with a gun on his hand, is she disagreed to any command of his.

It was a nightmare that haunted her in every sleep. And she got that chance. Hanbin was asleep and his illegal gun was placed on the table. Hanbin was snoring and smelling strong like alcohol.

It was her chance. Jennie knew how to use guns obviously. No, maybe yes, she watched action movies and read action books. But, more than that, she observed every detail.

Hanbin woke up in shock, the girl was holding his gun. "Baby, relax, drop the gun," Hanbin said. "No. Never." Jennie was hiding it behind her small body. "Jennie Kim, put that gun back on its place," once more, Hanbin instructed. Jennie was breathlessly locking her lips, barely moving backwards.

Hanbin came closer and tried to snatch it away. The two began to argue, while pulling each edge of gun. Then, Jennie accidentally did it. She pulled the trigger and clicked it. Unfortunately the bullet went straight into Hanbin's forehead, which then was endlessly bleeding.

Although the cops found it out and brought him by the ambulance, he wasn't safe. The choice made her regret everything in her whole life. Luckily, she wasn't caged in jail, she was too young and that was an accident without witness. But the scarred memories were still left forever in her heart.