Calum
I woke up to the sound of torrential rain banging on the roof. I opened my eyes and realised I was in the attic room of Michaels house curled up on the sofa bed. Wait. Why am I on the sofa bed when there is a perfectly good bed in here that I have stayed in many times before... and thats when the memory of last night came flooding back. I looked over to the bed and saw the cover slowly moving up and down as Livi breathed sleeping silently. I had told her everything laid my heart and soul out and instead of running away at the first sign of trouble she understood, she cared and for the first time in months I saw a light at the end of the dark tunnel I had been heading down.
For the past year I have been a bit of a mess to be honest, the only two things getting me through was this band and my family. This week I had found out that a drunken night that I had when I was feeling down could possibly have made me a dad and to think of that actually happening at my age with someone I could barely remember terrifies me. Even worse is the thought of the person I have turned into. I needed to get this sorted and turn my life around and I had the feeling Livi was going to be a big part of that.
Brad
Today was the first day of the Mcfly tour and I was super fricking excited. We had been rehearsing on and off this past month and today was the day sound check and then performing to thousands of people. I know they were coming for Mcfly but still to get to sing our music to that many people is amazing. As it was the first show everyone was coming all the girls and they had invited 5sos too and all their girlfriends. All our families were coming it was going to be EPIC.
Joe picked me up at 10ish on the way to pick the others up ready for soundcheck. As we travelled in the mini bus to Swindon it was a long drive and as usual me and Tris were messing about singing in the back of the bus. When we rached the venue The Mcfly boys were there already so before we did sound check we went to have some food and the boys gave us loads of advice.
Dougie: Soooo anyway after the show tonight as its the first one we like to celebrate so we are going to have a massive after party loads of people are coming so make sure you're there and obviously you can bring whoever you like.
Brad: Are you serious like an actual after party
Tris: Oh Brad please shut up you sound so clueless
Danny: Hahah you lot make me laugh so much this is going to be an awesome tour!!
Tris
By the time we got home we went straight to bed as I had to be up early for the first day of tour but I didn't sleep at all I just had so many thoughts running through my mind. I wanted to get our own place so bad but with the tour starting its going to be such a busy time and then I have all the stress of this tour aswell to think about we had never played to so many people it was going to be crazy. By the time i fell asleep I had decided to talk to Joe about house hunting and see if he can sort something out.
As I woke up I unwrapped Becky's arm from around my waist so I could get ready without waking her as she was coming later with the girls. By the time I was ready she had just started to wake up and was watching me get ready just staring which made me laugh.
Tris: What you looking at beautiful?
Becky: You - she smiled sleepily
Tris: So I need to leabe in a minute
Becky: Its going to be a busy few weeks isnt it
Tris: Yeah but I was thinking I'm going to talk to Joe cos he knows people and he might be able to find us a place so we can move sooner...
Becky: Really Tris? Do you think it will work?
Tris: I hope so - I kissed her on the forehead just as the mini bus beeped outside.
James
So that was the perfect weekend. Lauren was a hit with my family they absolutely loved her my mum literally thought of her as a daughter they got on so well. When we arrived Mum came running out and pulled us both into a hug before even saying hello. We went inside and had lunch with my family before putting our stuff upstairs where we were met by Mickey. For at least an half an hour Lauren was content playing with him whilst I got ready and sorted out meeting friends for the evening. We then ended up on a night out with a couple of my old friends it was such a blast I forgot how much I missed being home and it was so great to share this with Lauren.
On the drive home she was really quiet as she stared out the window and i was worried she hadn't had as good a time as i thought she had.
James: Babe are you ok?
Lauren: Yeah of course why?
James: You just haven't spoken much the whole drive I'm worried my family have scared you off
Lauren: HAHAHA don't be silly they were lovely i actually love your mum she is so nice and your friends are amazing Ebony was hilarious
James: Why are you so quiet then
Lauren: I was just I guess I was just thinking about how now the Mcfly tour is starting you are going to be so busy and I just I'm going to miss you and I'm scared you will well I don't no I just I am going to miss you
James: Aw baby you won't have a chance to miss me I want you to be with me every step of the way I want to share this with you because you're my world.
We arrived back to mine and the place was deserted so Tris and Becky weren't back yet. We made some hot chocolate and snuggled in bed watching a movie before falling sleep ready for the morning.
