If He Loved Me|JJK

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I see her texts, she was telling others about her dating Jin again. Why did she not tell me but others? I'm her best friend.

Text message to Chrissy

Me: I'm mad at you

Chrissy: Whyyyy???????

Me: You told others that you got back with Jin, and not me?

Chrissy: I didn't get back together with him tho

Me: Why are you lying to me STILL

Chrissy: But we never technically got back together it wasn't official

Me: STOP LYING

Chrissy: no ask Danielle! we were never official

Me: Fine. Bye.
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Next day- Chrissy visits the hospital

"I'm asking you, should I date him again? I won't date him if you say no."

"Either way you will." I roll my eyes but Chrissy replies with,

"If you say no, I promise I won't date him!"

"Okay, but won't Mary be sad and mad because you're dating her ex?"

"Well, she's dating someone right now..so."

"No, she isn't..." I say back to her.

"And he has a problem with relationships you know...but if you want to end up like everyone else go ahead." I say once again.

"No, we talked about that and he told me he won't do that anymore."

'Yup...because you're so "different" in his eyes'

"Okay well, I have to go back home. See you tomorrow Seulgi." Chrissy walked out.

I've been in this hospital for days. It's so boring here. Yesterday I decided that I'm going to visit Evan who is next door, today. I'm nervous, what if he does something? It's okay Seulgi you'll be fine...I hope so. I slowly get up and put on my shoes. Here goes nothing, I knock on his door and he says to come in. I slowly twist the doorknob and I see Evan on his hospital bed. He looks surprised as he saw me.

"Why are you here?" He asks.

"To see, and talk to you." I smile.

Evan sighs and tells me to sit down on the chair beside his bed.

"How are you so okay with seeing me...after what I tried, what I did to you?" He whispers to me.

"I have a question for you, why are you like this?" I paused in between, I'm nervous.

"My mom, she would always abuse me but she would tell me that, that's how you show love to others. By hitting or being too harsh on them. I just will go from nice to this evil abusive man...and I wouldn't realize till after." I could see tears brimming in his eyes.

I just hugged him, why? I'm not sure, but this isn't the first time I've hugged him or that he's been sweet like this to me.

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Time Skip to two days later

I was scrolling through my Instagram account on Jungkooks' phone since he was sweet enough to let me use it while I'm here since I don't have my phone anymore. Chrissy had given me her account so I decided to check it out since she has all the boys in her DMS' and mine are just boring, lacking people. I see in her recent DM, that she was talking with Danielle and the recent chat she sent was about her and Jin dating again...officially. My mind was curious I mean she checks my DMS. If they really were dating when Chrissy specifically asked me whether she should or not but guess that doesn't matter. I read the first few messages and it's true, she's dating him. I felt stupid, I tell her everything and she keeps this from me but tells others? Over me? What an idiot I am to believe her, that she cared about what I thought.  Am I overreacting? I just feel hurt. I decide to ask my old friend Rayan who is always there for me and I trust him with everything. 

The advice he gave me...not the most helpful but was worth a try. I text Chrissy that I'm mad...super mad and she doesn't care, she just brushes it off, doesn't matter shes just cares about keeping her dating Jin from me. But little does she know...

A/N: Finished briefly answering all the question for my science presentation, did most myself but that's fine. I AM SO PROUD OF THIS BOOK AHHHHHHH