If He Loved Me|JJK

18

God, please, don't let him do anything. Maybe he actually needs help.

"You little bitch, you never learn huh?" Jae yelled in my face while he pulled my hair with his hands.

"Please stop." I plead.

"Bitches like you deserve this." He spat in my face.

What have I done to deserve this, I've never done anything to them in my life. Why should I have to live with this, bear with this shit? 

I cry harder as he kicks me more while yelling more. How has nobody heard me? Please, someone, walk-in. Seulgi, please.  No Seulgi can't know. She shouldn't know. My problem, my secret. Right.

I hear the door open. Seulgi?

"Okay you can stop now I think shes' learned her lesson right?" Seohyun says to my face.

My legs are bleeding and my stomach has already bruised up. They're smart. Nobody will notice it.

"Wendy, oh Wendy you need to learn your lesson about being obedient like a good little girl. If you act like this forever you'll never get a husband and be lonely forever. oh wait, that'll happen either way! Now get up!" I struggle to stand up, but I remember it's only for one night and I won't have to see them ever again.

I stand up and I look into Seohyun's eyes. Bitch I mouth to her. She slapped me hard on my cheek. 

"Wanna say that again?"

"Bitch." This time I actually say it.

I see Seulgi walk in the room as Seohyun slaps me. My eyes widen in fear. 

"What are you guys doing?" Seulgi screams as she pries Seohyun off of me.

Jae tries to grab Seulgi but I jump in and kick him, right in the balls.

"GO Seulgi go!" I yell at her.

"I'm not gonna leave you!"

"Come with me!"

I look at her, I have to deal with them first. How can we leave when they have a car and can easily kidnap us back?

I mouth to her 

'Pack our stuff and wait at the door' She nods and leaves.

I sucker punch Seohyun and Jae in the face. I run out and lock the door from the outside. 

"We have to run, they can break through that door easily."

I grab her hand and we run. I have no idea where we can go to. Home? That the easiest option. But we don't have a key. Dammit.

"I have the house keys." It's like she could read my mind.

"I-is that the first time they've done that?" Seulgi asks me.

"No. I wish it was though." I smile down.

"When did it start?"

"When you were born actually."

"Is that why you hate me so much." She chuckles as she looks down. She cant look at me while saying that.

"When you were born Mom and Dad didn't have time to watch both of us so Jae and Seohyun would babysit me. The first time was when I threw a tantrum cause I wanted to go to the park. Seohyun slap me and poke my hand with a needle repeatedly. When I got older it got worse. Jae would kick me over and grab my wrist so tight they'd bruise."

"How did Mom and Dad never figure out?"

"They told them that a kid at the park grabbed me or kicked me, I don't know how they never connected the dots and figured out."

"Sorry that this happened to you, it is my fault after all..." 

"It isn't, you can't blame yourself you were a baby." I tell her.

"Everything lately is my fault. I just ruin everyone's' lives."

"Don't say that, don't be so harsh on yourself like that, Seulgi."

I stop in the middle of the sidewalk and hug her. For the first time in years. I started to cry, I don't know why maybe cause it felt so nice to hug her.

"I'm sorry Seulgi, I've been such a bitch to you my whole life because I blamed you for everything that happened to me."

"It's ok-"

"It's not. What I've done to you and to Jungkook it's not okay and I should've known that. I don't want to marry Jungkook I just wanted to at first because I knew you liked him, and that he promised. Promises are so important to me. When I was six, Mom promised to me that she'd never take me back To Seohyun's' and Jaes' but the next day she took me. She had broken her promise. I didn't want Junkook to break the promise. I didn't want to feel let down...again." 

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The next day

"Mom Dad! We missed you so much!" Seulgi and I ran and hugged them.

"We missed you guys too. How's everyone been?" Mom asked.

"We're great!" Seulgi said kissing them on the cheek.

"So guys fill us in on what happened these past few weeks." Mom sat down in between us on the couch.

"Well I have something to tell you and Dad, and it's important."

A/N: EEEEEKKKKKKK AHHHHHHHHH SO CLOSE TO THE END. MAYBE. Do you guys think I should finish this off at twenty chapters or continue? Leave your opinions in the comments I'd really love to know! Hope you guys liked this twist,  I think everyone has a reason for why they act like how they act. It sounds odd but abuse and even being in a household like that can affect your personality. Anyways, love y'all! Hope you're staying safe during these times.. See you in chapter nineteen <3