He's A Controller (Muselk X Reader) {Completed}

✨Illusion II✨

Your P.O.V
I was paralyzed as I began to pack my bags and rummage through my room for forgotten things that I forgot to store. I decided to move out, I can't keep living like this. I need someone to count on, that I can love and trust when they tell me something.

Though, I froze in place as I made eye contact with a picture I took with Elliot on the first day I moved in. It made my heart swoon and break, I knew I couldn't leave forever. But, for now I need to take a breath and refresh my mind.

I got everything I needed and left behind a few things, I headed downstairs and there waiting for me was Kathleen. She gave me eyes of hopelessness, It wasn't fair seeing her like that. I tried to fake a parting smile, but she shook her head and sighed. I stood there in front of her and set my bags down, opening my arms wide. She hugged me and hummed a bit in my ear.

"You need this". She whispered, I heard Lannan yelling outside but her hums drowned out all the chaos. "I can go with you if you want". She removed herself from the hug and I chuckled.

"You and Markus need to go together, enjoy the memories, even if I'm not there." I suggest. I saw tears form into her eyes and she giggled as she wiped them away. "I'm gonna miss you, Kath". I add, tears creeping in the corner of my eyes.

"I'm gonna miss you too, but, you'll be back for Christmas.....right?" She asked, her eyes sparkled.

"I'm not going to be gone that long". I say, I rub her arm. "You guys have a good time, okay?"

She nodded and hugged me one last time, I then grabbed my bags off the floor and walked out the door. I looked at everyone and as I opened my car door, Elliot shook his head and tears rolled down his face. I knew he wanted to say something, but he couldn't, he made a deal.

I then looked at Lannan, He walked up to me and gave me a big hug. "Let me come with you". Lannan begged. I looked up at him.

"Lannan, you need to go on the walk with everyone else. Okay?" I say, He shook his head and glared at Elliot.

"I don't want to go with him, including that bitch". He snapped.

"Please, for me?" I said, He sighed and nodded. "Thank you".

I got into the car and waved at Elliot, he waved back but barely made any eye contact with me. Then, Cray, Brodey, and Markus went up to my door and I rolled down the window.

"Thanks for the memories, Y/N". Brodey said, He smiled at me.

"Yeah, thank you, really." Cray added "Come back soon".

"It won't be the same without you, Y/N". Markus said.

"I love you guys." I say, I stretched out my arms and they lean into the window of the car and all three managed to hug me which was surprising.

They all took a step back and I watched as Avaline smirked at me and winked, I rolled my eyes and flipped her off one last time. As I was backing out, Parker glanced at me and so did Clint. I couldn't believe I wasn't going to see these guys for awhile.

I ignored my thoughts before I started to sob, and I made my way out of the driveway and onto the road. I gripped the steering wheel as tears filled my eyes and I gasped at the amount of pain my heart was enduring.

Why did it have to end this way? Why? Why Me? Why Did I Even Trust Clint? I Wish I Never Met Him.

Suddenly my phone rang, I pulled over and answered it. I quickly brushed my tears away and listened for a voice.

"Y/N?"

My heart skipped a beat, it was Elliot.

"Ell- Elliot?" I say shakely, I take a deep breath.

"Yes, its me babe." He said, I melted at the tone of his voice but I was so hurt at what he did.

"Elliot, where are you?" I ask

He sighed "I raced into the bathroom and locked the door after you pulled out of the driveway." He said, he cleared his throat. "Listen babe, If I didn't agree to this. She and Clint would have destroyed my career, including everyone else's. Meaning you and the entire crew. I couldn't let that happen to you guys. That's why I did it. You have been working so hard and the first day you walked through that door I knew you belonged with the us."

I smiled at his words and batted my eyes to keep the tears from seeping through.

"It's not about my career, I could care less." He stated "But I didn't tell you the truth out there because if I did, Clint said he would make our lives even worse than what it would be if I didn't take the deal." He explained, His voice cracked and he began to cry. "I'm so sorry baby, it was supposed to be our amazing day to make memories together".

"I know baby, it's okay. You were doing it for a good cause." I say "I'm sorry I didn't listen to you."

"So, baby, will you come back...?" He asked, I heard hope peer into his voice.

"Yes." I said with a smile. "I'll come back."

I heard him take a big deep breath and take a sigh of relief and I smiled at his reaction as he whispered "Yes!" into the phone. I giggled and then looked down at the ground.

"I'm just gonna have to watch you and Avaline make out every time, I guess." I say sadly.

"You don't have to look and she never said I couldn't enjoy it. The only lips I want to feel on mine are--".

"Lannan's" I cut him off, I then laughed really hard and I heard him chuckle.

"No, baby, I meant, you". He said, I smiled.

"'I'll be there." I said

"And I'll be waiting" He replied