Look I know I'm not the kind to lose my mind but ever since my sister died I felt like I was Losing my mind. Don't feel bad it was years ago. I just don't know how to feel because I wanna be happy but my parents are so sad so if I'm happy I feel like I'm disobeying them. I here noises that no one else can here. I have these voices in my head. I know there is something wrong with me and I have to figure it out. To start I have to tell everyone the truth about everything. I hope they understand how I feel.