Well my parents just thought I was being selfish and rude and they didn't believe me. And my friends are joking about it and talking about me behind my back so I have no friends. I'm all alone in this. Part of me wants to give up but I know I can't do that to myself. I guess I have to figure this out on my own with no help or support from anyone. I don't know how I'm going to do this alone but I'll find a way to get through this. Starting with seeing a doctor for help.