put your head back
and pray you drown in the rain
cold drops mingle with the tears from your eyes and soon you can't decipher
when darkness fell you didn't even notice the cold
dead silence is deafening around you
it's been this way for weeks
you're never happy
not when the blade opens your arm
not when the smoke fills your lungs
not when he kisses you on the mouth and tells you you're his
whatever made you smile anyway?
the last time it wasn't difficult to laugh..when was it?
the therapist's words go in one ear and out the other
your mom asks why you haven't been eating
your dad tells you to grow up
your brother is somewhere else with girls you can't name
probably on drugs too
you can't hear them because they have nothing to say
you've heard it all before
the only thing that feels new
is those pills you found in the drawer
YOU ARE READING
a list of tragedies
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