The big secret

The start pt.2

Brian PoV
We just had a practice it was pretty extraordinary. Today Mercurys voice was amazing it sound better then the other days.
And the whole band sounded magnificent.
This day was just perfect for practice. I guess later when everyone is heading home I will talk to John I haven't really talked to him. He is pretty shy but I think I may break it and see he's true self... "Brain are you day dreaming or something let's go I need to tell you something" Roger said. "Ooh sorry I have plans... maybe other day?" I said "No, Brain it's really  important..."

Roger PoV
What the hell am I doing why do I even want to talk to him I hope he says no, please.... "Sorry Roger I really need to do something else" I saw that Brain looked at Deacon. Thank goodness he said he is busy. I looked at him awkwardly and said "Ahhh okay then" and I smirked while looking at Deacon. Brain gave me a wired look.
"Ummm okay I have to go bye"

Brain just ran to Deacon and walked away with him somewhere. I was just left there with really awkward atmosphere.
Freddie behind me whispering "The hell was that darling?" I shrieked from fear. I fell down to the floor and Freddie cackled and said "Oh god sorry I didn't mean to.." as he titter.
I quickly stood up and said "Don't you ever do this again" I looked at Freddie in anger. "I am really sorry why did you acted so weirdly around Brian?" i didn't want to answer and just shrugged my shoulders. Freddie smiled and asked "Do you have any sympathy towards him?" I again shrugged my shoulders and quickly said "It's none of your business" I took my bag and stormed out of studio.

I ran out of building and started to sob. I didn't understand why do I feel so attached to Brain... Do I like him? No never it's wrong I am not gay it can't be and even if I am... no I am not never.

Brain PoV
Me and John are in park talking about music and over new tune. John doesn't seem to be so shy but he is pretty adorable?. I don't know what do I mean by that but whatever , I wonder what did Roger want to say to me he looked so ummm cranky I guess. "Brain are you okay you look really sad" John said, I responded"No I am good, I am just thinking what did Roger wanted to say but, never mind I guess he just wanted to goof around" John looked at me and said "Maybe you need to talk to him" I answered him pretty harshly "No he is just a waist of time for me" I didn't even mean to say this but I said it... John gave me a black look and said "Don't ever say that someone is waist of time, especially to Roger!" John walked away quickly. I tried to stop him but he started to ran. I really didn't understand why did he get so provoked I guess he wasn't in the mood.

I made my way to the bus stop where I saw black silhouette of a man sitting. It was Roger he didn't look happy he looked really upset. I asked him "Hey what are you doing" He's eyes looked red and puffy. He answered "Oh I am just waiting bus" he sniffed I asked him "Did you cry?" He loudly answered "HOW does it look poor fish?" He stood up and said "I will walk my way home" he's home is at least 3 miles away I told him it's late but he just shrugged off and said whatever, I took him by the hand and he slapped me while he's tears dashed down he's face.