Its friday, finally. Things were going well with me and jaemin, hyunjin's been acting really strange lately, i dont know how to explain this but he kept staring at us like we're from another planet and he wants us gone or something like that
Whatever it is, im starting to love jaemin more and more each day. Sometimes i think, what if what im doing is wrong?
Its only thing i could get my mind of him
I got up from bed before walking in the shower and took a really nice and warm shower, i let out a sigh and thought about things as i shower
Like will my feelings for jaemin grow? And if i did love jaemin, will my feelings for hyunjin disappear? I know hyunjin doesn't love me like i love him, but seeing him with someone else makes my heart hurt so bad
Once i step out of the shower i did my self-care routine and applied some make up, not too much because i wasn't feeling it that much. I just put on foundation, mascara, lip tint and a little blush
After that i went to choose an outfit for the day, it was pretty hard because i haven't wash my clothes in a span of a week, i usually wash them three days after collecting them in a basket
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After choosing my outfit, i put it on and packed my bag for school, my phone buzzed, its usually jaemin asking me if im ready but today, its hyunjin?
Hyunjin🔥
Are you ready? Come downstairs Im here already
Okay
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I didn't know what to reply so i just agreed, i dis text jaemin saying im leaving with hyunjin. Jaemin said okay because he knows that hyunjin is still my friend despite my feelings towards him
I went down to hyunjin standing in front of my apartment building
"Where's your car?" I looked for his car which was nowhere to be found
"I wanted to ride my bike for awhile now but jieun doesn't like it so can we ride my bike?" He scratched the back of his neck
Hyunjin pov~
Lies. Jieun loves riding on my bike but I didn't like the feeling of her hugging me from the back, its better when hwamin does it and plus i miss her
I felt i heart beating fast when i talk to her or its just me nervous of lying
She just nodded and smiled, her smile is what i miss the most, its so cute i want to pinch her cheeks. I dont see it quite often now and the fact that we rarely see each other because she's dating jaemin is making me barely see her smile
I put on her helmet for her before lifting her up to get on the bike, i got on the bike and hwamin hugged me like the always does. I love the warmness she gives when she hugs me
She laid her head on my back and faced to the side, we drove off to school, i tried to make it longer because o didn't want her to let go of me but the more i want time to slow down the more it goes fast
We reached school in a blink of an eye. I parked far enough so the students won't see us together
She lets go of me and got off my bike, the warmness is now replaced with cold air. I too got off the bike and helped her with her helmet
Suddenly i felt my left eye hurt, like a dust entered my eye or something
"Oww!!" I yelled
"What's wrong" hwmain asked worriedly
"Something's in my eye!"
"Okay stay still!" She grabbed my face and lightly blow on my eye
When the dust went away i felt a lot better
"There" she dust off her hands
"You know i can do it myself" really in the inside my heart was beating so fast when her face was inches apart from mine
"I just wanted to help dumbass" she hit my arm playfully
I laughed and walked to school with her
I saw the one thing i didn't want to see and im guessing hwamin didn't want to see it too
There stood jaemin and jieun making out with each other behind a tree, the students would still be able to see them because they were behind a really thin tree
I looked at hwamin and she's crying, somehow my heart hurts and it started to fill with anger. Hwamin ran away, i called her name but she ignored me
I walked to thim angry and pulled jaemin off of jieun, i punched jaemin hard on his jaw, he fell down to the groud
"What the fuck?!" "Hyunjin!" Both jaemin and jieun said at the same time
"Fuck both of you!" I yelled
I pointed to jaemin and said "you! Hwamin loved you and this is what you did to her?! She cried, do you know how stupid it is to make a girl cry?!"
"And you! I don't even know why i ever liked you!" I want to slap so bad but im not gonna be a coward to do it
I went away from them and looked for hwamin
Hwamin pov~
I ran with tears in my eyes, i ran as fast as i could, all the students stared at me like im some sort of lunatic and some even started whispering
I ran to the girls bathroom in the hall where no one goes to and locked myself inside one of the cubicles
I cried my heart out, i was actually starting to love him and this is what i get. I guess its my fault, i shouldn't have dated him when i have feelings for someone else
I heard someone banging on the door
"hwamin! Hwamin are you in there!" I heard hyunjin's voice from outside of the bathroom
"Y-yeah im in here" i yelled but was barely heard
"Please come out, hwamin" his voice soften as he heard me answered
I wiped my tears and sniffed before coming out of the cubicle. I checked my face in the mirror before opening the door to see a worried hyunjin
"Oh my god" we whispered and hugged me
"Hyunjin"
"Hm?"
"I love you"
A/n I AM FUCKING EMOTIONAL WHILE WRITING THIS! YALL BETTER BE CRYING CUZ I CRIED TOO ASJSBENBSJSJS
