"Hyunjin? What are you doing here?" I was surprised but i covered it up quickly
"I was taking a walk and i saw you here, its 3:00 a.m. what are you doing here?" He asked taking a seat next to me
I looked down and said "nothing"
"Surely there must be something?" He giggled and tried to brighten up the mood, although it didn't work
"Can you stop talking to me?" I snapped and i regret it the moment i said it because his smile turned into a thin line, his gaze turned soft and his eyes showed hurt
"Um" he mumbled while looking down
"I...im sorry i didn't mean to-"
"Its fine" he got up from the bench "i'll go now" he said before walking away
After his figure was not seen, tears that i didn't know i was holding, fell down. Silence filed the air as soon as he left and i cried alone
An hour past and its now 4:15 a.m. i began walking back home but having little troubles since i've walked too far but i eventually reached home and tucked myself in bed and fell asleep accompanied by my tears
I woke up again at 6:00 a.m. and started getting ready for school, i tried as best as i can to cover up my puffy eyes with make up although i can see some but its not that noticable
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I left my apartment and walked to school, my legs were killing me, its probably because i walked too much last night
I entered the school building that was crowded with students doing their own business. I made my way to my locker to grab my books
As i was picking out my book felix knocked on my locker door, i moved the door away "ey what's up?" He made a peace sign with his hands
I let out a light chuckle "nothing, just getting my books, where the others?"
"They're at the cafeteria getting drinks, wanna walk to class?" He asked
"Sure" and so we walked to class, as we walked i saw students coming out of the bathroom and buying drinks from the vending machine. My eye caught hyunjin's but he looked away, his face showed no emotion. Heart breaking but i'll get used to it
When we reached the class i sat down on my usual spot and felix sat on his. A few minutes later, seungmin, jisung, daseon, jieun and jaemin came barging in
"Eyo eyo we back" daseon said and took a seat next to me
"Hey" i greeted them and they greeted back happily
I was wondering why jieun and jaemin is now sitting next to each other until they said they're switching seats
"Im switching seats too, im switching with hyunjin, sorry hwamin" daseon said
"Oh...um its okay" i smiled to reassure her that its okay for her switch seats when really i was not
"Hwamin you're the best!" She hugged me with a smile on her face, i hugged her back and patted her back, we pulled away and she moved next to seungmin
Later on, hyunjin entered. He seemed stressed and his eyes clearly showed eye bags. I looked at him in pity. He walked to his seat and looked at daseon in confusion
"Um, daseon i wanna sit down" he said
"Oh yeah about that, we're switching seats, don't worry the teacher's fine with it" daseon said with a hand gesture
Hyunjin sighed and walked to the seat next to mine, i tired focusing to the front insted of him. He started to unpack his things and getting ready for class
Soon after, the teacher entered and after he settled down hyunjin raised his hand. The teacher gestured him to speak
"Um, sir can i switch seats" he said and left me shocked, i tried not to show any reaction but to look at my lap
"Well of course you can but why, hwang?" The teacher asked
"I don't feel comfortable sitting here" he said
I felt my heart sunk and on the verge of crying. It was my fault, i snapped and now he's hurt...... i deserved this
"Alright son, where would you like to sit?" The teacher asked
"I'll sit at the back" he packed his stuff abd moved, i looked at him but he didn't even spare me a glance
He walked to the empty back seat next to the window, i looked back down to my lap as the teacher started the lesson
Its okay, at least now i can put my bag on the seat next to me and i'll have more space to study..... right?
As the lesson countinued, i couldn't focus. Not a single thing the teacher taught stayed in my head. I didn't know it would be this lonely without him
Lesson finally ended and it was finally luch time. I sat with everybody but hyunjin sat with yuri, they were all laughing but i couldn't, its like nothing is worth doing at the moment
I wanted him to stop talking to me but when he does i want him to talk to me, hug me, kiss me like we used to. Its that numb pain you feel when you're getting beaten up
"Hwamin" daseon called
"Uh, yeah?" I looked her and she asked why i was crying. I was confused but then i felt that my left cheek was wet so i quickly wiped it off "im not crying, my eyes are just watery" i smiled and excused myself out if the cafeteria
Hyunjin pov~
I saw hwamin walking out of the cafeteria after wiping her tear away. Im worried but i have to stop, she was the one who didn't want me to talk to her so why should I?
Yuri was eating her salad and i kept playing with my food ever since i bought it
"Nini, are you okay baby?" Yuri asked and i smiled at her
"Yeah, im good" i stuffed a piece of carrot in my mouth and my mind thought abiut hwamin again. What if she was crying because she was hurt that i left to the back seat?
Although she didn't want to have anything to do with me, i still couldn't help but worry about how she is
So i made my way out of the cafeteria, yuri asked where i was going and i said i that i was going to the restrooms
I looked for hwamin all over the school buy i couldn't find her. Just when i was about to give up, i heard quiet sobs coming from underneath the stairs
A/n Hai heloo! How did you like it? Im gonna hv to admit, i cried while writing this chapter HAHAHAH im such an emo bitch 😂
