Timeless

•Eleven•

I could feel tears run down my face. "Y/N stop it's not what you thin-" Jinyoung yelled coming after me. I stopped with my back turned towards him.

"I knew this would happen" I began more mad that I was so dumb to fall for this then sad.
"Y/N-" I turned towards him and looked him dead in the eyes not seeing the others outside watching.

"I knew someone like you liking me, it's too good to be real. You just were being a horny and bored teenage boy" I yelled with more tears streaming down my face.

"You used me Jinyoung. Why would you fuck another girl when you have a girlfriend. Why would you be another girls first" I didn't stop. "Her first kiss. Her first time" I said but covered my mouth not wanting to say more.

I wiped my face "Just leave me alone, all of you"I said loud enough for them to hear and I began to walk back to my house.

I couldn't see few tears falling down his face as he stood there watching me. "I'm only dating her to protect you" he said loud enough for me to hear.

I have never been this mad. I walked back to him quickly looking him dead in the eyes about a foot away. "That is a pile of bullshit" I said in an angry tone.

"It was the only way to make her stop" he said. I knew he was telling the truth but I didn't want to believe it.

"Just leave me alone, I'm not weak I can fight for my se-" he cut me off my pulling me close to him and roughly kissed me. I pushed him away. I didn't want to but I did anyway.

"Don't toy with my feelings" I said shoving him. "I'm not. Y/N I like you not Jimin, I don't want to see you hurt".

"It's to late". He grabbed my hand with both of his "I don't actually like you" he said softly the pulled me close. I began to cry more but it came to a stop.

"I love you, not as a friend" he wisperd in my ear. My face shot red. "Why would I fuck or kiss someone that I didn't like" he said normally.I ignored what he was saying and I hugged him putting my face into his chest.

I could feel him rest his chin on my head and he wears his arms around me tight.

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On Monday I saw Jimin sitting next to Jinyoung at a table with the guys. I once again was alone.

The guys didn't seam like they were having fun like they did when they sat with me. I heard a few fake laughs and could see a few fake smiles.

My eyes made contact with Jinyoung's but I quickly looked away. I played with my food not eating. I didn't eat anything yesterday and I didn't eat breakfast.

My apatite was gone just by the thought of Jimin holding his hand. I want to be the one to hold his hand, kiss his cheek, and be with him.

I felt my heart hurt when I saw her kiss him on the lips. That's when I had enough. I got up and threw my food in the trash making eye contact with him again.

He looked away and sighed and I left. The others knew exactly why.

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After school I saw Jinyoung walk her to the bus and her kissing him. I bit my cheek and walked past them getting a look from Jimin.

I walked down the sidewalk and headed to my house only to end up sitting out side on a rock. I could stop seeing them kiss over and over again.

I grabbed my hair but stopped when I felt a hand on mine. "Y/N I didn't want to k-" I cut him off.

"I know it's what you had to do" I said a bit down. He sat down next to me and held my hand intertwining our fingers. I rested my head on his shoulder.

"Why is life so mean" I asked quietly. "Most everything I love has been taken away. My appa and eoma, Mr. Seok's happiness, and now you" it killed me inside.

He kissed my hand "I'm not taken away fro-wait I'm something you love" he asked and both of our faces turned red.

I slightly nodded. That's when he got up letting go of my hand and making me stand up. He hugged me and lifted me up swinging me around by the time he stopped we were both laughing.

Our faces were close and we both were smiling. He kissed my forehead but I shook my head. I got up on my tip toes and kissed him lightly.

He wrapped his hands around my waste and he smiled mid kiss.

A car could be heard coming to a sudden stop and someone got out of the back seat. "Park Jinyoung what the hell do you think you are doing" Jimin yelled mad.

She was looking at me like she wanted to kill me.

I quickly pushed him away and fixed my skirt "I uh should be going now" I said nervously.

Jimin shook her head and began getting closer "What the hell were you two doing" she asked mad. "You'd cheat on me with someone that ugly" she said rudely.

I bit my cheek.

"I didn't want to be with you in the first place, because I really, really like someone else" he said rubbing the back of his neck.

Was he talking about me. What if there was another girl.