Timeless

•Thirteen•

I sat in my normal seat trying to ignore all of the people who were staring at me. "Is she new" I heard a few people ask eachother in a hushed voice.

I wanted to turn around and yell at them but I didn't, instead I looked out the window. I only turned my head when I felt someone sit down in the seat with me.

It was him. Why was he sitting with me what would Jimin think.

"Shouldn't you be sitting in th-" I began but he pressed a finger to my lips as the bus began to move. "No, I should be sitting here next to you".

My face heated up and I moved his finger slightly holding onto his hand for a minute. "You look-" he began but I cut him off.

"Bad. I know" I said and looked back out the window. "I was going to say good, but you didn't let me finish" he said as he looked at his phone, he was getting a crap ton of texts.

"Ah-the guys want to know if you want to come over to my place and hang with us" he said and placed a hand on mine, which was on my thigh.

I bit the inside of my cheek and looked at his hand "Mhm-Okay" I said quietly.

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In homeroom we sat back in our normal seats, Jinyoung in front of me and Jiho to the side of me.

It felt like a set of eyes were fixed on me but I pushed it to the back of my head.

"Jiho, Haeyoon said you guys went and saw your eomma" I said quietly he just nodded. "How did it go" I asked.

Jiho and his eomma have a confusing relationship, she's not his real eomma. When her and Mr. Seok were together they had Haeyoon but it soon was found out that they ended up not being happy and divorced.

During the time she was in his life he never learned to love her, before Haeyoon was born she would come home at night drunk. Yelling and screaming too and she did things.

Nor Jiho or Mr. Seok want or will tell me what would happen, that's how I know it's really bad.

Every now and then I will here Jiho screaming from a nightmare or should I say terror, and I run to his side. When he wakes up he tells me everything is alright and to go back to bed, he won't and will never tell.

There was one night at the dinner table, one of the few nights Mr. Seok got off. Haeyoon brought up her eomma, I got told to bring her to our room.

When we asked why they didn't say, but they both were hurting. I know they were.

Jiho shrugged. "Haeyoon seemed to enjoy seeing her. Appa just-" he paused and drew in his note book. I knew he was done talking now.

I looked in front of me to see Jinyoung reading some sort of book. We still had five minutes before class began.

"Whatcha reading" I said softly tapping him on the shoulder. I thought he would be annoyed but instead I was greeted with a smile.

He showed me the cover of his book. A romance novel, why would he be reading something like that.

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Luckily it wasn't to cold when I got up to the roof, and the sky had a few clouds in it.

Like normal I was the first one up there so I sat down on the bench and looked at my feet. I still couldn't understand why Jinyoung would be reading a romantic book, it doesn't seem like he into that kind of stuff.

I heard the door open and close but didn't turn around, by the footsteps I could tell it was BamBam.

"All the guys in my class were talking about you, you know" he said and stood in front of me. I just shrugged.

"So what" I said quietly and could hear him chuckle. "They were saying you looked hot" he did as if it wasn't a big deal.

My eyes widened, me, hot?. "Am I" I asked embarrassed, but before he could speak the other guys had just gotten onto the roof.

"So we're hanging at your place again right" Youngjae asked Jinyoung who just nodded. They all came over and sat in there normal spots, Jinyoung sat next to me.

"Y/N" Yugyeom wined, I just nodded. "Your going to come to Jinyoung's tonight, right?" he asked.

I just shrugged. "I should head to class early, I need to work on a project" I said lying.

Quickly I got up and began to walk away when I felt someone grab my arm. I expected it to be Jinyoung but when I turned around it wasn't.

It was Jaebeom.

"Huh" I said nervous and confused. He looked like he was about to say something then let go, quickly I walked again and almost ran down the stairs.

Why did I just leave, why did I feel like I didn't belong with them.

That's when I decided; I don't want to get hurt anymore. I want to be alone. Forever.