i want to scream until my lungs give out and yell out to the world why i dont care anymore. about the things life throws at me, the yelling and screaming from my parents, the pressures of society. i want to scream and scream until my throat aches and my stomach hurts and then rip my heart from out my chest to get rid of all these damn feelings that hold me down and drag me along. sometimes i just want to sleep until i die, until my heart stops beating and my brain stops working.
