Talking it over

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Shorter than usual! Sorry!
Your POV
When we got home I was sad. I really didn't want to talk. Me and Adrian agreed to take turns with the baby. I would get him/her one week and he would get him/her another week. I was so confused and the fact that my two younger siblings died hurts. But you know what they say. You gotta move on some time. I went upstairs to my room and sat on my bed thinking of what to do. I looked at my phone and saw it was almost 10:00. I went to the bathroom to take a shower. I could hear screaming but I knew it was fake. Of course everyone was watching a movie downstairs. I tipped my head back and heard the water fall to the tiled floor in the shower. As I felt the water on my skin when I put my head forward I felt tears roll down my face. I began to cry. The good thing about crying in the shower is that you can't tell I'm crying. The water is too loud for anyone to hear me crying. Unless Damien reads my mind. But I know I can block it. It's one of the good things about having powers. I turn the water off still feeling a little bit of the water run down my body. I step out of the shower and wrap myself in a towel. I quickly go to the bedroom to get dressed and I feel my legs start to get hurt. The towel is out a bit and when I check I realize it's coming from my stomach. When I check I see I have a numb. I really didn't think it would happen that fast. Once I'm dressed I lay down, on my back, which I find very uncomfortable. But I end up falling asleep.

Dreaming~
Dreaming is something everyone does.
But I don't think dreams come true.
They can't.
You hang on so tight and it always,
..........
But in the end
You end up with nothing
Because you,

You'll always end up with nothing
That's the way it is
It won't change
And I know
It won't get any better
But my dreams are just

Gone

They've always been gone
But now I can't seem to find them
I had dreams
Key word
Had
I never really wanted dreams but,
They just happened to come
Now that I actually love someone
I can even begin to imagine my life without that person
Because he rocks my world and
I don't know what to do
I've always been afraid to love someone
Because, I know that everyone I love
Is put to pain
Because of me and I hate it! So much!
But I can't leave him
I need him
He needs me
We need each other
The thing that really kills me is that

We love each other so much that
We're afraid
To let one another go
Even for a second
We get scared or
Worried
Or just,...............
Needy like we are because we're
US
We can't stay away from each other
It's not a bad thing
But it's not a good thing
I don't know what it is but,
I know that we don't care what it is
But we love each other
So much and our love is just,
So strong

I sat up blinking wildly as if something had attacked me. With words still rushing through my mind, it's hard for me to think. I sit up and see a light at the door. When i get up to reach it I fall to the ground. The last thing I remember is Sam running up the stairs calling my name, sounding worried.

Hey guys sorry I haven't posted in a while! I've been really busy with school and stuff. Bye!

Word count for the story: 652

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