Contains triggers: Self harm, suicide, all that ish, eating disorders, drugs, (not me BTW).
So you need some backstory.
I am friends with J (boy), G (boy), and Ju (girl) for some of this.
J is trans, but there was no problems. Yet.
Blah blah blah, one school year passed by, I got rid of toxic people, and found J, G, and Ju. I'm happy.
OH BUDDY BOI! GET READY!
J starts hanging out with Jd(girl).
This is where it goes downhill. It's not Jd's fault, as she's very kind to me, but she has her own set of issues...
J starts cutting himself. Starving himself. I try to help him, Jd is doing the same things. At this time, I "like liked" J. So was gonna try to help him. Through my entire life, I have been manipulated for my kindness. I don't know if that's what this is, but still. Same thing. (Sort of)
I tell the school and become the "snitch".
J still doesn't know it's me. I might tell him soon. But J and Jd start getting better, and I'm closer with G and Ju now. Then L comes. Lu is a nicer person, who I hang out with before school, but L smokes weed and Vapes, stuff that J and Jd are vulnerable too.
Haha, my life.......
L offers A(person, she's a cinnamon roll), J, and Jd some weed. A and J said "no", but Jd said yes. It was a "joke" and when I confronted them about it, hearing from A and J, they denied it, "It never happened", then proceeded to say, "It was a joke, I wouldn't actually", from L. Long story short, I'm hanging out less and less with J, cause he's super depressing, I don't "like like" him anymore, and now I "Like like" Ju.
I lost one of my best friends, who is a really coolio person when they're not depressing, who may have changed my life.
More updates on this later, help meeeeee!!!
