I was always a mess, as a kid, as a teenager and as... well now.
Maybe it was because I've been always alone.
Maybe because every friend I ever had, in one point, walked away of my life.
Maybe because I never had a real best friend, the one you m...
In every point of your life, you need people and to socialize in order to grow, well.... I'm stuck as fuck.
Every time I made a friend he/she didn't last long... it was either, I change my school, move out, I didn't like them anymore, I didn't like tothem anymore or distance got the best of ourselves.
So... you can imagine from all this... I've never had a best friend, sad... but true; I've never had a person to reach when I wanted to have a really good time, nor when I was feeling down, as a matter of fact, when I let people in, they always let me down.
Sometimes, I question myself if my expectations are way high, as out of this world high, should I settle for any type of person? How shouldI change myself to fit in?
How the fuck do I change to be more outgoing?
Do I look ugly? so much I scare people away? Does that matter to people nowadays?
Am I too boring?
I've never had my heart broken, I've had crushes but never act on them, to shy to do so and they didn't give me the time of the day anyway.
But don't get ahead of yourselves this is not a depressing story, neither a suicidal one.
This is about my search, a very needed one , for the only thing I have crave all my life...
An Unbreakable Friendship.
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This is my very first try to write a story in english, I really hope you like it and I'm always happy to read what you thought and felt about every part and what do you think that is coming ahead, please don't be shy.🥰❣️
