Maybe it Was Fate

Alone together

Franny POV
When we arrived home, no one was downstairs. I knocked on Bobby, Corey and Jc's door and no one answered. It was just me and Kian alone together.
Kian has gone into his room. I knocked on his door, "hey Kian can I come in?" I said hoping he says yes. I could hear the shuffling of his sheets and his foot steps getting louder as he got closer to the door. He opened the door, "yeah sure." I started walking in, " no one else is home and I didn't want to be alone downstairs, can I just hang in here?"
"Yeah," Kian said sitting on his bed.
I walked over next to him and sat down. I unlocked my phone and was on Instagram. I could tell Kian was looking over my shoulder trying to see my phone screen
"Who's that?" Kian said pointing to the guy in my phone.
"That's my brothers friend," I said showing him the picture.
"Oh," Kian said getting closer to me so he could look.
We were so close. I could feel the warmth of his body. I wanted him, but I didn't know why.
We started talking about my life in New Jersey and my old friends.
"Did you have a boyfriend?" Kian said, which caught me off guard.
"Yeah I did. We had been dating for a little over a year but we kinda just fell out of love. We never really had time for each other anymore. We never made time to see each other. The feeling was mutual, we both knew it would just hurt us if we had stayed in the relationship. We both knew that we had to break up. It just wasn't meant to be I guess." I said turning my body to look at him.
"Damn, that must suck, I'm sorry. What was his name." Kian said, he sounded really interested in what I was saying.
" no need to apologize. His name was Jared. He was a really sweet guy. He always made sure I was okay before he was. He always put me before him. He would always say the sweetest things in the beginning, but by the end we weren't really talking anymore."
"That must feel awful. To think you're in love and then feel nothing for them anymore." Kian said placing his arm around my neck.
"Yeah it was a little hard at first. Even though we both stopped loving each other, it still hurt; thinking you're going to be in love with them forever and then one day, just not feeling the same spark." Saying that made a tear roll down me cheek. I didn't know why I was crying. I wasn't sad, I guess I just missed it.
Kian pulled me closer and wiped my tear away. "Franny don't cry, it's okay," Kian said pulling me into a hug.
"I'm sorry I don't know why I'm crying." I said giving a little laugh.
      "You don't need to apologize, I get it. Sometimes we have to cry for no reason. Even if you think you're fine, things just build up and it all explodes sometimes." Kian said as he planted a kiss on my cheek.
       "Thanks Kian. I guess I just miss home, you know. Even though this is my home and all of you guys are like family to me, I just miss being with my family. I miss my old friends and my siblings. It's hard moving across the country. I guess I miss having someone that loves me and cares for me." I said as I sat up on Kians bed
      "Franny what do you mean. I love and care about you." Kian said placing a hand on mine.
      "Yeah but only as friends." I said looking right into his eyes.
       "Fran that's not true, I care about you so much. Sometimes I forget about myself and I only think of you, franny. I like you, like a lot. Always remember that. I'll always be here. If you ever need a shoulder to cry on just count on me. I will never let you down."
        I didn't know what to say. Did he just say he liked me, like more than a friend? Did I feel the same way? We can't like each other, we're roommates, that could end badly. What if I did like him; would that be bad?
        I starred right at him. I did something I never thought I would. I kissed him. When our lips touched, I felt a bolt of electricity go through my body. The kiss got more and more passionate.
      Kian pulled away, "Franny what was that?"
       "I don't know, I'm sorry.  I shouldn't  have done that. It was a mistake." I got up and ran out of his room. No one was home yet. We were still both home alone together.
       I went in my room and laid on my bed, he didn't pull away. He went with it. He wanted that kiss as much as I did. He liked me and I think I liked him too.
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  Thank you guys so much for reading, we are almost at 100 reads!! I hoped you guys liked this chapter. Um.... I'm not sure when I'm going to update it but it shouldn't be too long of a wait. I've been kinda buys with musical auditions and I have an All-county audition this weekend that I'm very nervous for, but I will probably update it next week sometime. Until next time....💕💕