Danganronpa Oneshots

Rice Crackers: Anorexic!Hiroka (Hifumi) x Celestia

(🌈A few author's notes before we start: This story will switch between Celestia and Hiroka's povs. And if anorexia is triggering to you, I'd click away now. And if it seems weird to you, I personally wanted to write this idea out for quite a while now. So please enjoy!)

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Celestia POV:

I washed the dirty dish as I cried softly to myself. Hiroka had again rejected another meal I cooked for her, she had not been eating for quite some time now. Every time I made her a meal, even if it was her favorite foods, she couldn't even look at it making it go untouched. It's been a struggle for both of us for two months now, ever since she was constantly made fun of for her weight relentlessly by other students of our school. They knew that she already had self esteem issues with her weight as it is, and they just kept at it until at last, she had stopped eating. I put away the dish as I made my way to check on Hiroka, for she had been staying with me since she started making herself not eat. I cracked the door open to see my girlfriend wrapped in a blanket, watching the TV's bright pink colors with her sunken in eyes. Her weight had gone down to an unhealthy state now, which made it hard to not cry looking at her. I smiled softly at her as I slowly entered the room.

"Hello, Hiroka. Are you doing alright"? I asked her as it took a few seconds for her to respond. "I'm fine....thank you for asking". She slowly responded, still staring at the TV. This is what Hiroka has been doing after school for the past two months, just watching the screen flash it's bright colors as she lingered until falling asleep, going to school and doing the same pattern over and over again. It hurt me so much to see her like this, I then walked towards Hiroka and sat next to her, rubbing her back to comfort her in the process. She bowed her head down, the first movement she has made since she went into the room. She then leaned her head onto my shoulder, when I looked at her face trickles of tears were slowly going down her cheeks. "Whenever I look in the mirror....I never seem to lose any of the disgusting weight. I'm trying so hard to be normal looking....and it's not working". I hugged her tightly as I had started to tear up myself, sad that Hiroka was not realizing what she had done to herself. "I....I think I need to go to sleep" Hiroka sighed as I helped to get up and go to her the bed was. Hiroka then slowly went under the blankets and went to sleep. I stroked her dry hair and slowly left the room, hesitant due to Hiroka's unhealthy state. I then went into my room and got into my bed, while going to sleep I pleaded to God that Hiroka would be okay the next day.

Hiroka's POV:

I walked into the dorm room, setting my backpack on the couch and walking towards the room in Celestia's dorm that I've been staying for the past two months. God I feel so cold. Celestia had to talk to the headmaster before coming back to the dorm, so for now I was by myself. I had almost walked by the kitchen before I slowly stopped in front of it and looked at it, I missed going in there to get snacks for my binge watching. But those days of eating fattening snacks are over until I can look decent. Curiosity of if anything in the kitchen changed had won over me as I slowly stepped in, the marble floor clicking as my shoes stepped on it. I looked around, taking in the look of it as the last thing that my eyes had set on was the cabinet. I walked towards it and opened it, there were boxes of Celestia's tea, a few pop tarts and the one thing that had caught my attention: a bag of rice cracker. I never recalled Celestia liking rice crackers, so I assumed that she bought them for me. As I looked at them longer, I started to realize how ungodly hungry I was, so hungry. I've felt it before for the past two months but before this I was able to repress it. Now there was no way I could control it now, it hurts so bad! I slowly grabbed the bag and looked at them, contemplating if I should eat them. My brain was now fighting against itself. No you shouldn't them, you're doing this for yourself and Taeko! So she wouldn't be ashamed of being with you! One side said. You should eat them! These past two months have brought misery to both you and Taeko! These days need to stop! The other sided screamed out in my head. I looked hard at the bag for another minute for opening it, these days of harming myself and wasting away has got to stop now! I need slowly took one rice cracker and hesitantly put it in my mouth and chewed. Oh God, I did it! I'm eating again! My mind screamed out in glee as I slowly swallowed it down. As it went down my throat, I heard the hard thud of someone dropping something. When I turned around, I saw Taeko covering her mouth, crying too in the process. She had dropped two bags of food onto the ground too, but that didn't seem to matter as she hugged me tight. She was now crying harder than I've ever seen her, but I could tell that she was crying tears of joy. I then hugged her back as I smiled for the first time in two months. "I...I thought that you weren't going to do it! I thought you wouldn't make it!" Celestia cried out as she put her forehead against mine and kissed me right then and there. I then spoke up to her. "I think there's some things we need to do tomorrow. First thing we need to do is get myself some help....I think I really need it". 

(🌈Whew! I'm finished!! I hope y'all enjoy!! I f I get anything in here wrong I am sorry about that. And also take note that this is a possible non-despair au, so the characters would not be perfectly on point! I hope I was able to write about this subject correctly. If not I'm sorry. If any of y'all have ideas on what I should write next, please let me know!! See ta later and have a good day!!)