do you know that feeling,, when you feel that something is wrong, but don't know what exactly is wrong?
do you know that feeling,, when you feel like crying but just don't know the reason for it?
do you know the feeling,, when you feel nothing at all,, even if you didn't cry.. like you're numb or just,, empty
do you know that feeling,, when you feel alone and no one can understand you or help you properly
do you know that feeling,, of wanting a 10 minutes hug from a certain person but just,, don't know who that person is
or that feeling when,, you know who that person is but just can't hug them when you need it the most
this feeling of,, wanting to have a deep conversation with someone so you can let out your feelings a little without actually asking for help,, but then you feel like a burden so you dont' talk at all
people think you're the happiest of them all,, but you just spread positivity everywhere and keep all the negative thoughts and energy hidden
you try your best to push as much negative energy as you can,, but at a certain point you feel weight and pressure keep coming at you..
then when it happens..you keep eveything inside of you,, thinking people have their own problems to deal with and you asking for help might make things worse
so everything stays in till you reach a point and just feel like exploding but don't want anyone to see it happening.. so it all stays in till the late night hours and you just cry yourself to sleep
waking up with red, big eyes,, trying to wash it all away and pretend like nothing happened at all..so you coninune with your life
till it happens once again, and the circle repeats itself until no one knows when..
that feeling? yea,, i know that too
