mean (set trilogy #1)

4

ABARRANE

Hanggang ngayon ay yun padin ang tanong ko sa sarili ko kahit isang linggo na ang nakakalipas.

Like, I'm so perfect na. Looks, check. Body, check. Ugh, ugali? Shit. That's what I lack.

Wait, why am I checking myself? OhmyGod. Naiinggit ba ko? Abarrane, gising! That's not you, bitch.

Habang naglalakad sa hallway ay medyo pinagtitinginan ako.

To be honest, I'm quite famous here in our university. Well, for being a bitch I think. I don't understand them at first because, duh, I'm just being me. Pero mukhang ang pagiging ako ay pagiging bitch so let it be.

"Ay nako. Ang pinakaiiwasan mo talaga ay si Abarrane. Jusko, grabe ang ugali niyan." rinig kong sabi nung chaka na girl. Ew, nilingon ko nga.

"Mas grabe ang mukha mo." sabay irap.

Hay, another bitchy day has come.

Palabas na sana ako ng classroom ng magkaron ng commotion sa labas. Actually, a small commotion lang naman pero halatang may something.

Dahil medyo tsismosa ako, sumilip ako sa kung sino--I mean sino-sino ang tinitignan nila.

Oh. It's Driana and Vance. The couple goals.

Hindi na ba sila nasanay? Halos trice a week naman sinusundo ni Vance si Driana sa room kapag wala silang training. Duh?

I'm about to go when I heard Driana is calling my name.

Lumingon naman ako at nginitian siya.

"Yes, dear?" mabait kong sabi. Sa kanilang tatlo lang naman ako mabait. Silang tatlo lang din naman kasi ang mabait sakin.

"Would you like to join me on the cheerleading team? The auditions are next week! Text me na lang kapag sasama ka ha? Gtg, bye!" mahinhin niya paring sabi at umalis na sila ni Vance.

Cheerleading team? Uh, no thanks? I know that I'm good at dancing and I'm flexible enough to join the cheerleading squad. I also have the looks and fit body to join but no. Definitely no.

I don't want to be more exhausted. Sobrang pagod na nga ako, wala pa man ding extra curricular activities, mahahanap pa ko ng sakit sa katawan? I'm not that crazy and masochist.

Today is saturday and isang linggo nanaman ang natapos and guess what? My mind will definitely explode even before the exams. Wala pa man ding kalahati ng sem na to, pagod na 'ko. I need to unwind, ohmyGod.

Speaking of unwinding, acquaintance party is coming! The said party is a tradition para saming students. It will be held to welcome the new students and to have some fun. And let me tell you, there are so many gwapos inside the campus. The new faces can really cheer you up.

Next week na ang party so I think I need to shop. Is it just me or the shopping malls are calling me?

At dahil gusto kong magisa magshopping, I didn't call Celes and Sage muna. I think they should be alone for now too. Medyo namimiss ko na nga sila--yuck--pero I think they need to rest.

After I showered, pumili na ko ng ootd ko. At dahil mainit nga and I'm not in the mood for uncomfortable but pretty outfits, I only wore a plain black shirt that's not fit and also a plain white shorts, paired with a black sling bag and white stan smith. At makakalimutan ko ba ang aviators ko? Ofcourse not.

I looked at myself in the mirror. OhmyGod, bitches. I love myself.

Nang makapasok ako sa mall ay dahan dahan kong tinanggal ang sunglasses ko at sinabit sa shirt na suot ko.

"Fuck, it's so hot." I said and unconciously brushed my hair with my fingers. Tangina, no joke. It's really hot in here. I'm inside the mall but I feel like sweating.

Medyo nagmadali na din ako sa pags-shop dahil ayokong gabihin. I have lots of schoolpapers to do. Ayokong matambakan.

As I enter the Valenciaga shop, people are looking at me with admiration. Yes, I'm so beautiful and I know it, peeps. Don't be to obvious, please?

"Diba siya yung maldita?" I immediately eyed the person talking while pointing at me, asking the person beside her.

"What are you looking at? Tusukin ko mata mo, you want?" inirapan ko nga.

Can people stop referring to me as a maldita? I'm not mean! I'm just being me, what's wrong with that?

"Hey, miss. Calm down." nagising ako sa mga iniisip ko when someone tapped my shoulders.

Fuck, is he a god? Cause if yes, I'm willing to worship.