It's freshman year and i'm not looking forward to it. all the same assholes from middle school will be at saint high and most of my friends moved away. but luckily with my girlfriend by my side these four years will go by quick.
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I was in 4th period doing my assignment i was suppose to do it with jah but i haven't seen him since the weeknd at the beach house. Stoke said he went to Florida but didn't explain why i begin to worry cause he wasn't answering my calls our texts i just what he doing won't get him in trouble.
"Hey keh." I heard my name being whisper i turn and saw it was hayley shit i might as well hang with her she the only other person i like in this class.
"Hey hayley what's good?"
"You seem lonely over there" she giggled
"So im going to Wendy's after the bell rings want to come"
"Oh yes I'm dying for their saled"
"Wait that it you don't like they burgers?"
"Im a vegen"
"Ohhh i can not do that i love meat too much."
"Yeah i did too but trust it's worth it" she shrug her shoulder and continue to do her work.
"Ok class you got five minutes remember test on friday and kehlani may we talk outside" everyone scream ooooo as i walked out i thought this was high school and not pre school.
"Has mr. Onfroy said when he coming back to school."
"No he's not answering me but if he does I'll let him know he missed." She nodded and walk backed in in the coner of my eye i seen Stokely walking around.
"Hey stoke what you doing" he turn towards me with a worried looked he was on the phone i walked down to see what was up.
"Ok man just take ya time and think later" he hunged up and sighed
"Was that jah what he said"
"Why you care keh you the reason he ain't coming back" he tired to walk off but i grab his arm
"The fuck are you talking about Stokely what did i do?!"
"He told me you told him to go chase Geneva down now he talking about she pregnant and can't come back"
"I- i ain't tell him to put a baby in her tho why can't he come back"
"Cause she doesn't want to leave Florida...we have to bring him back she no good for him"
"But he having her baby we can't take his child from him."
"Fuck that she probably said that to keep him around listen me and you sould go to florida this weekend and convince him."
I thought about im not sure i can do that my aunt will definitely say no to a 8 hour flight to Florida. But i really hate to see x get trap down by Geneva if she really ain't pregnant.
"I don't know how ima convince my aunt but ok"
"Oh i got you cover I'll just tell her we going to the beach house please keh i know you the only person jah will talk to on that level.
"Ight man I'll tell robyn so she don't worry and call the cops ima go back to class"
"Don't the bell about to ring I'll see you at the table." He walked off and the bell rung i went back in the class and grab my bag following hayley to her car.
"Ready to go?" She smiled and i nodded.
"Why didn't you cone back to the class?"
"Ah well i was talking to a friend about jah and were going to go get him"
"Get him from were?"
"Florida"
"Wow you guys take lots of trips almost like y'all famous or secretly rich."
Oh only if she knew the reason but i can't tell her. Once we pulled up she order her burger and my saled and drove back to the school. Hayley was really a chilled person and had some good taste in music.
"You know hayley we sould hang out more we definitely have the same taste of music so we can you know chill."
"Yeah our take a road trip like you and your buddies take" she laughed looking over at me
"Ah stop it if you want to hang with us all you have to do is ask."
"Nah it's cool you got ya group of people to chill with"
"Well what about you?"
"What about me im just the lesbian girl everyone tries to avoid" she said that with such confidence. I could tell it made her upset shit i was the same way.
"Well me and girlfriend are the same way"
"Oh no no no kehlani people respect you and robyn for standing up for yourselves i just don't give a shit what people think."
"You don't think i don't give a shit"
"You do i see how worried you look when the girls look at you and laugh or even when sean try to break you down the first day."
"Well you don't understand what happen to me back then"
"Well that was back then so stop worry about back then and don't give a shit now trust me it feels good"
Maybe hayley was right im so worried about sean when i don't need to be. I mean i have so many frineds now he should be the one person i least think about.
"Yeah you right hayley thanks for the talk"
" that why im here keh now lets get to lunch"
Jahseh
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"Jah please don't leave me"
"Geneva you know i fucking love you with all my heart but i can't stay"
"If you leave I'll kill myslef you really want my blood on your hands jahseh. It crush my soul when you went to jail it made me realize how much you loved me and now that your hear your telling me you can't be with me"
I can't believe she was trying to put all this on me i though coming here and telling her how i feel will make me feel better but now she threating me with her life. I hate when people do that they make you feel like a complete asshole even if its not your fault.
"Geneva please don't hurt yourself ok i do love you but i can't be with you."
She sters at me with glossy eyes i should have never came here i didn't want to see her like this. She went to say something but she choked up sobbing in my chest i held her kissing her temple.
"You have to let me go baby."
She continue ro cry as i brought us to the bed holded her for the last time. This just had to be down we broke each other too much to stay together.
