Five Years Ago [English Ver.]

One

Sandara closed the door behind her. A smile appears in her face when she hear a cheerfull laughter from living room. She walk toward the living room with a smile in her face, she miss her baby girl and can't wait to meet her.

"Eomma!!!" Nara squeal. She rushed toward her mother and hug her mother's thin body.

Sandara chuckle, "How was my baby girl?" she asked after pulled away from the hug.

"I'm good, Sanghyun samchon pick me up from Hanbyul imo restaurant. And ... and we go buy ice cream! I left you some in reff," she said exitedly.

Sandara smile warmly, her eyes turn to Sanghyun who just sit there watch them having conversation. "Did you eat dinner yet?" she asked the young man.

Sanghyun nod, "We did, I left you some too, in case you don't have your dinner."

"Thank you," she said. Her eyes turn to the little girl in her lap, she gets a lot feature from herself, and she greatful for that. Nara just have same eyes and nose as her biological father. "I'll take a shower first," she said after a while.

Nara pulled away from her mother, she sits beside her uncle and said "Let's continue our game!!"

"Do you want to sleepover?" Dara asked.

"No, I need to go early tomorrow and Kevin ask me to bring something when I'm back."

"Okay," she said, "Did you still have money?" she asked before go inside her bedroom.

Sanghyun turn to his sister and give her a curt nod, "Don't worry about me, I'm fine."

Dara sighs, "I can't not worry about you. You are my baby brother,"

"I'm not a baby, Noona." He rolled his eyes, Nara giggled beside him.

"Still, just tell me if you need anything, okay?"

He rolled his eyes again but nod his head for answer.

"Good, you will go home now?" she asked again.

"After you finish shower,"

"Alright," she said before closed her bedroom door and leave Nara and Sanghyun in living room.

After a while, Sandara back with a towel wrapped around her head. "You really don't want to sleepover?" she said in the doorway.

"Kevin need me, I will visit you again later."

Dara sighs, "Okay, text me when you arrive." Sanghyun nod his head then turn his heels and walk toward elevator.

Dara ushered her daughter back to their unit. It's late and she need to get up early so she can walk Nara to Hanbyul tomorrow. They go to their bedroom, change Nara to her pajama, brush their teeth, then going to bed. And now they are ready to wander in the dreamland, Dara lay in her back with Nara snuggle in her chest.

"Eomma,"

"Hmmm"

"Can I go to school?" she asked staing at her mother.

"Sure, you want to start going to school?" Dara asked turn to her daughter.

Nara nod, "I want to go to school, then wait you in there. I'm not a little girl anymore, I'm a big girl now. I don't want to be a burden to you, Sanghyun samchon, Bom imo and Hanbyul imo."

Dara stare at her daughter blankly, what did happen to her innocent daughter? "Who said that you become our burden?" she asked gently.

"No one, but I feel it. I feel like you guys spoils me too much, I'm not a kid anymore you know." She said with a pout.

Dara chuckle, "Oh boy, you are still my little daughter even if you are twenty, baby girl. And what is wrong with spoiling you? I working very hard to spoils you, it's my goal to spoils you." She pinched Nara's little nose lightly make Nara crunch her nose.

Nara huffed, "But, I don't want to be a spoiled brat!"

"You will never," Dara assured. "About go to school, how about we start looking for that a day after tomorrow?" she suggested.

Nara eyes beaming, "Really? We will looking for my school the day after tomorrow?" she asked

Dara shrug, "Yep, it's about time. You are big enough to go to school anyway,"

"Gomawo," she said, her arm wrapped around Dara's neck. She peck Dara's face with 'I love you' each kisses.

Dara give her daughter a smooch kiss, "There, now sleep, I need to get up early so we can go to Bom imo," she said.

Nara yawn, "Okay. Goodnight, mom."

"Night baby," she kiss her daughter once more.

Dara sighs, she need to work harder to get more money. They aren't poor or lack of money, but with addition of Nara school, she needs to get more payment. She need to work harder to fulfill her responsibilities.

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"Your jet is ready, Mr. Kwon." Jiyong glance to Hanbin beside him and give the young man a nod.

"I have to go, we are done Kiko." He said tiredly.

The woman in front of him give him a glare which ignored by him. "What did I do? We were fine last night!" she whispered, her heart ache. She don't know what her fault so she deserve this.

Jiyong shake his head, "You did nothing wrong, it's me, it's my fault, not yours." he whispered. "I have to go back, I can't love you, not when Jinah still in my heart."

Kiko clicked her tongue, "You are idiot, you know that right?" she gritted her teeth angryly. She can't understand what's running in his head. They are fucked each other for almost five years. She though it's their time together after Jiyong left her ten years ago to be with Jinah who left him five years ago.

Jiyong couldn't meet her eyes, he can't see the raw feeling in her eyes. He know that he hurt her again.

"I wait five fucking years for her to left you. And after that years, I though you were back to me because-"

"We can't be what you want, Kiko. We are just friend."

"But frined don't fuck each other Jiyong! Friends don't care and fuck in the same time! You care for me and I know deep inside your heart you love me!" She exclaimed

"No! it's where you wrong. I care you, yes. But I don't love you. I'm sorry to say it but we just fuck buddies. We can't be together."

"Why?" she asked breathlessly

He shake his head, he was too selfish to keep kiko as his woman. He can't love her when Jinah still in his head. He tried, but he can't just forget about his late wife. "I'm not for you, I'm not good enough for a woman like you, Kiko. Shuhei. He ... he loves you. His feeling can beat-"

"No! No fucking one can match my feeling to you. I love you so much it hurt Jiyong!" she exclaimed. She is panting, "If you want to leave, just leave. I won't hold you back." she gulped. "Thank you for the five years you've given me. But remember, you are always welcome in my bed Jiyong." She said before turn away.

Jiyong sighs. He glance to her and patted her head before walk away. He will be back to Seoul. Last night, his father called him about the company he left behind five years ago. He need to back because his company need him.

"Please come back, we miss you" the sound of his wife still ringing even when he close his eyes, he not only left the company, but also the grave of his wife and unborn daughter.

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A/n:

Sooo, how was that so far? I hope my english getting better. Idk when I can update the next part, because I just finish editing the half of that part. Maybe next week.

Thank you for all of my reader who still loyal and keep waiting this story. I really happy that I can share this story kekeke

Love you guys^^