But I Love Him

Prologue

One of the hardest relationship conundrums is falling in love with your best friend. On the bright side, you could potentially have an awesome relationship because of your steady foundation as best friends. However, if your feelings aren’t reciprocated, it could lead to awkwardness that can ruin your friendship. It’s all a matter of standing your ground vs. embarking on a new chapter in your friendship.
Mahirap,nakakatakot,at masakit..masakit isipin na pag nahulog ka sa bestfriend mo,kailangan mo mag take risk it's either continue or stop because it might be the reason,a painful reason na mawala sayo ang taong pinahahalagahan mo ng sobra.Siguro kailangan nga nating matutong sumugal at magbigay ng hindi lang sapat na pagpapahalaga sa isang tao kundi sobra,sobra pa sa kung anong nararapat para sa kanila kasi hindi natin alam na sa sobrang kampante at komportable natin sa sitwasyon meron ka na palang nagawang mali na pagsisisihan mo hindi lang sa matagal na panahon kundi sa habang buhay ka pa dadalhin mo yung sakit at pagsisisi sa kamaliang iyong nagawa.
Everyone said,"never fall inlove with your bestfriend,they'll break you",I was so naive to think.I was different than them.I didn't just lose love,I lost my bestfriend,and my other half
Mahirap ibalik ang dati,siguro sa iba oo,pero the most painful heartbreak can make a biggest change in a person's heart.Siguro sa sobrang sakit mababago mo ang isang tao hindi lang basta magbabago kundi darating ang araw na kahit pilitin mo mang ibalik kung anong meron dati o kung sino siya dati hindi mo na ito mapipilit pa dahil nabalutan na ng sakit at pagkatuto ang puso ng isang tao.
It's hard to accept that you have lose the friendship that you two have treasured for a very long time just because you two have fall inlove with each other,yes they said that falling inlove with your bestfriend who have the same feelings with you is a lucky thing,but for it's not because I have made a mistake,not just a simple mistake but a biggest mistake that would change someone and turns into a person that would let me suffer in a painful regret,I choose someone who I see as someone who I think I would enjoy with,instead of choosing my bestfriend who is always there for me.I thought at the very first place that I made a right choice of choosing the right one but I was wrong.I never thought that because of that decision everything will turn into painful experience.

At the end of the day,we never know who is right.We have to go through a lot of heart ache and falling inlove with a wrong people before we find the right person.Everyon heals at different rates and falls in lov at different rate

Mahirap ibalik ang nakaraan,totoo ngang nasa huli ang pagsisisi at pag dumating ang araw na magsisisi ka na wala ka ng ibang pwedeng gawin kundi umiyak at isipin ang mga dapat mong ginawa at mga hindi mo dapat ginawa para hindi mo na maranasan ang mga nararanasan mo ngayong sakit at pagsisisi sa nagawa mong kamalian.
Being a bad girl is not forever,maybe it was just temporary,because there is someone in your life that would teach you that everyone in this world has a chance to be good and to be enough.Everyone has right and a chance to be who they want to be.
Sabi nga niya "There is always a chance in everyone even thought he or she did a mistake,you should forgive and give another chance because afterall,you two have memories at hindi madaling basta basta mo nalang balewalain ang lahat ng yon dahil lang nasaktan ka niya ng sobra" at yon ang pinanghahawakan ko hanggang sa darating yung araw na sana bigyan niya ko ng panibagong pagkakataon na itama lahat ng pagkakamali ko at gawin lahat ng bagay na hindi ko nagawa noong mga panahong ginawa at binigay niya sakin ang lahat samantalang ako ay walang ibang ginawa kundi mambalewala.