Cutting myself

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I just don't know what to do after my mother scolded me for nothing,I just can't take this anymore ,I'm stressed out with things from school to this house, it's too frustrating.
I hate my life ,and everything about me.
I'm ugly and everyone don't want me around because I'm annoying ,I'm not interesting at all.
No one likes me,I have friends but feels like my mother wants me to be lonely forever.
I don't wanna live my life anymore.

I walk through my room and lay in bed.Im so frustrated ,I just want to lay here forever and I just wanna rest ,I wanna sleep and don't want to wake up anymore.Im lonely as fuck ,it's not my choice,it's my mother's choice.

I burst my pain into tears ,I couldn't take it anymore my life is too miserable I can't stand it.I pull my cutter out from my cabinet and start cutting myself.This is too much ,I cut myself ,I made a lot of cut and the blood starts to run out from my cuts.

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