I saw my mom sitting on the couch ,her aura was too dark for me ,and it was like she's firing now.I feel my sweats all over my body.I pretend that I didn't saw her angry face and went straight to my room.Im trembling actually! she's too scary!.
She entered my room and asked me why did I take so long.I answered that I walk with a friend and she starts to muttered about boys! I just couldn't take it when she starts to talks this way!
I don't have any boyfriend or whatsoever and my mom insisted that I have! And the hell I couldn't just stand here and listen to all the accusations that she gives to me.I talk back to her and she got real angry ,she starts to talk about I was like my father,I'm a bitch ,I don't have good future and my future children will be worse than I am.I cried ,I pull my hair and punch the wall ,and slap my face and do everything just to hurt myself.
If I was looking at myself right now ,I'll definitely laugh hard as fuck.I cried and cried but I never let them see those tears,I've always stand in front of them as a strong and bad child not this weak.
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Depression
RandomI couldn't stop myself from cutting my arms.Im exhausted and so frustrated,I've been doing things but I'm still so ungrateful for everybody.Im a useless crap ,I don't deserve to be happy ,I should be sad for the rest of my life.I don't want to bothe...
