I woke up today with no goal,I do my usual routine.I ask my mom for a money but she began to yell at me , telling me that I am useless just like my father ,I am nothing but a burden to my family.I couldn't stand it ,I will defend myself no matter what.I told her that it wasn't my fault if we don't have enough money ,it's their fault because I didn't ask them to brought me to this brutal world.
She was so angry and slap me hard, I can feel her hands on my face ,it was hot and heavy,but it doesn't hurt that much more than those words that are like swords that was being pin on my body.
I look down and went outside the house ,I was expecting that she will feel bad for me , just this time but I was wrong.
As usual she didn't do anything about it she let me walk without any hesitation.I feel heavy right now ,is it the world that I'm carrying with or is it my heart who felt countless of feelings inside?
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Depression
RandomI couldn't stop myself from cutting my arms.Im exhausted and so frustrated,I've been doing things but I'm still so ungrateful for everybody.Im a useless crap ,I don't deserve to be happy ,I should be sad for the rest of my life.I don't want to bothe...
