Hope

Emotions

(You )
I had just woken up from my sleep , after a rough couple days . Mum still hasn't come by the hospital to see if I'm okay but I wouldn't blame her , like who would check on me . I'm a complete joke .
I look to my right to seeing Camila and Lauren standing there.

"Hi."
"H..ee..y" trying my hardest to get the words to come out of my mouth.
"How are you feeling " she asked .
"Im fi..ne."

"Who did this to you "?Lauren said.
"Your grou..p of friends ! Ally norma..ni and dinah . I never did any..thing to them or to you so why am I getting punish ! "Yelling out from the top of my lungs. Making my heart pound .

"Don't you dare yell at me Y/N I had nothing to do with the beating what my friends did I had no part of it ! So watch your tone . " Lauren said clutching her jaw .

"And I'm meant to believe you ? After everything you have done ? You seriously want me to take your word ! ." Looking at Camila seeing a confused look on her face . Clearly she had no idea . If she did it would probably brake her heart .

"Please just leave" I said
Without a second thought Lauren left slamming the door behind her leaving Camila speechless .

The moment I laid my eyes on Camila was a Wednesday . In English class . She has had my heart since day one but I couldn't tell her . The last thing I want is for her to get hurt . Lauren makes Camila so happy I wouldn't want to take that away from her .

"You should leave to.. Camila"
Before she had the chance to reply she was interrupted by doctor fill .
"Good after noon Y/N "
"how are you feeling "
"Fine thanks "
"Well I have good news for you . You are being released today but we would like you to consider. physio "
"Here are some pills for the pain . Take 2 every 2 hours until it's empty "
"Thanks And what if I don't want to do physio "

"We recommend it for you . You were hurt pretty bad . It's going to take time for you to fully recover . Maybe you can bring along your friend here . She can help you a lot . The support and the guidance would be great ."

"No I'm fine thanks when can I leave "?

"Just think about it and hold on I'll get the paper work ."

"Y/N if it's going to help you why wouldn't you wanna do it?" Camila said in a calm voice .

"Leave it Camila "

-Awkward silence -

"Okay so here's the paper work."
"Sign here and over here please "
"Okay and how exactly will you be going home ?"

"Um.. I'll walk home "

"No doc it's okay I'll drive her and make she gets home safe " Camila said without hesitation .

"Okay good idea . Stay out of trouble Y/N . "

"Thanks doctor fill means A lot ." I said struggling to put a smile on my face .

As we walked outside I began to walk away from Camila in the pouring rain . Hoping she wouldn't have noticed but she did .

(Camila )

"Where are you going "
"My cars this way "

" It's okay I'm just gonna walk home " she said .

"Walking in the rain ? Are you stupid ? It's pouring come on I'll just give you a ride . " I shouted not realising which made Y/N change her mind and hopped in my car .

It was a about an 1 and half drive . None of us had said a word .
I turned and looked at Y/N she was just staring outside the window but must of knew I was staring .

"I don't want sympathy Camila "
"Don't look at me like that ."

"Like what " playing dumb .

"Like that . You and everyone give it to me all the time . I don't want it . I don't need it . "
"You all look at me as if I'm damaged "

"I'm sorry I never meant to.." getting cut off by Y/N
"Stop the car !"
"What ?"
"Stop the car Camila now ! I want to get out !"
"Now "she said and the look in her eyes made me tear up and I did as she had asked .

As I stopped the car on the side of the road in the middle of no where . She quickly jumped out and began to yell scream and cry . Falling to her knees and began punching the hard rocky floor . Punch after punch . I ran out of my car and grabbed her arm seeing the blood rushing down her hand and pulled her into a tight hug . Y/N began to fight the hug screaming
"LET ME GO , LEAVE ME ALONE ,
WHY ME ! CANT DO THIS ANYMORE " trying to get away from me but finally gave in . Crying into my chest .

All I could do was hug her and tell her it was going to be okay. I could feel her heartbeat as she was sobbing into my chest . I had no idea what to do .seeing her like that breaks my heart every time I began to cry not allowing her to see my reaction . I walked her to the car as she just sat there in the front seat .

We were driving for another 20 minutes when we came to a sign
- bridge is now closed for 3 days due to the weather conditions-

"Shit !" I said under my breath
Lucky for us we had just passed a motel .
I was scared to leave Y/N alone in a room by herself so I decided we would share a room . I got the key to unlock the door only to see one bed .

"I'll take the floor " Y/N said

"Don't be silly "
"we will both sleep on the bed " I said not realising how bad this might turn out .

"Do you have my wallet Camila"?
"Yeah here you go "

"Can I have your keys "
Relax I'm not going to run away .
"I'll be back " she said before closing the door behind her .

It's been 20 minutes so I decided to take a hot shower. I took off my wet clothes and through them into the basket. Turning on the hot water and hoped in .
I was finish in about 25 minutes . I wrapped a towel around me and went into the room hoping to find spare clothes only to see Y/N standing there with a bag of clothes she must have went to the shops.

(You )

"Oh I'm sorry "
Quickly turning around
"Um .. Here I bought you clothes I figured you would want to change".
Hanging my hand out still not turning around as she grabbed the bag
"Thanks " she said before walking to the bathroom and locking the door .

I had bought a few things .
Chips, chocolate, lollies ,drinks and a pack of cigarets.
I struggled to get my packet of cigarets open . But finally opened it . And began smoking one .

"I never knew you smoke " she said
Making me jump .
"Uh yeah not many people know ".
.Taking another a puff .
"There are snacks in the fridge ."

After finishing my cigarette It was my turn to jump in the shower .

(Camila)

I pulled out my phone and called becky
"Hey bec"
"Hi camila "
"Bec do you remember when I told you about Y/N ?
Yeah well I'm in a motel room with her . I think I'm falling for her . I know it's wrong but it's just I don't know she makes me feel happy the way Lauren did and I just have no idea what to do ?"

"Camila you're breaking up I can't hear you "
"Hello "
"Yeah hello "
"Are you there "
"Becky "
"Camila "
- no Signal -

After what seemed like forever she had finally finished her shower coming out in her black bra and track pants . I couldn't help but stare at her bruised ribs .
"Thank you "she said after putting a singlet on

"What for " I said
"Just Thank you Camila"
I couldn't help but smile .
"It's okay ". I said before jumping into bed .
She had an amazing body and amazing personality she made me happy .

Y/N bent over making her groan in pain causing her to fall straight to the floor holding her ribs as she held back the tears .
I quickly jumped out of bed and hovered after her helping her and asking she was okay . I gently picked her up and laid her down on the bed .
"Have you taken your pills?"
"I'll start tomorrow "she replied .
I couldn't help my tear up .

"I..m f..ine."
"Shut up and rest it's been a long day "
"Oh sorry "
We both laid there and finally fell asleep ......