It's Complicated, Okay? [BoysXBoys]

Chapter 5: Guard My Heart

Hi! I upload another pic! This is Jay! Hot Jock isn't he? Today I'll be writing in Jay's POV!

POV: Jay 

He is simply beautiful. Smart, I like my boy to be smart. Sarcastic, due to his intelligence. Brunette and that geeky glasses just makes him look even cuter. He's everything I can think of. Whenever I'm with him, my hearts just start pounding like mad and sometimes I look over at Theo just to see whether he could hear my heart beating madly for him.

When I first stepped into the cafeteria, I scanned the crowd to see who I can sit with. Everyone started making space for me, I could tell, I'm not blind. I remembered how my heart just beat so fast when I first saw him. I was scanning the crowd and then I saw him. Our eyes met, briefly. I swear everything around just went silent, allowing me to take in everything about him. He glanced away and my heart ache a little. This. Has. Never. Happened. To. Me. Before. I made the boldest choice, by walking over to him and sat down at the same table as him. And of course, conversation between us was going somewhere until some whores decided to drag me to their table. 

Now before you judged me, there's something you should know. I'm not a bad boy. I looked like one only. And I had never gotten into a relationship with anyone in my last school, or in my live. I don't believe in getting steady with someone you have no feelings attached with. Love is not a game. Sure, I know I'm attractive but I am one heck of a serious guy when I aim for something, and that is to win Theo's heart. He might be pushing me away now, shooting with awful words but I'm gonna keep going. 

RRRRIIIINNNGGGG

There goes the bell, and my train of thoughts. Then I realized, I had been staring at Theo, for a long time. Shit, was that obvious? I swear I could feel my blood rushing to my cheeks. I managed to got hold of myself, and saw Theo moving out of the class. I hurried behind him. "So you sit at our table and I'll grab the food for you." I smiled genuinely. 

Theo looked at me quizzically, with annoyance, " Seriously? No. I like my table by myself thank you." 

"No, we should make this a routine, we together at our usual table." I answered nonchalantly. 

"No you manwhore-to-be, you will sit where the sluts at. They would love to taste what you are born with." He answered irritably. 

"Wait, are you slut-shaming me? Dude, you don't know anything about me." I fired back.

"Really? You are like a jock in every school and movie. Going around flirting, charming girls, have sex with them and once you are done, you sign their bed-sheet. Tell me something I don't know." He shot back and I swear my heart cracked. 

I grabbed him by the shoulders, spun him around and look intently in his eyes. His eyes... Beautiful green, like the forest... "I'm a virgin." I replied. Theo's eyes widened and he winced a little. I let go of my grip and head to the cafeteria.

I don't get it. What have I done to deserve this treatment. Yes, I'm amused by his sarcastic comments sometimes but this... this is absurd. Hurtful. Theo oh Theo, don't destroy me till I lost the ability to love you.