Danny's P.O.V.
I guess you're wondering how cliche this is going to probably get; I storm in to the bathroom and cut myself up with some random razor. No. Well....no. I rethought about it, but I already had enough problems to deal with...and if somebody found out...
I stared at myself in the mirror...I'm kind of disgusted of myself and what I've done. I'm so fucking surprised that the others haven't found out.
"DANNY!" Ben screamed as he pounded on the door with his fist. I sighed. I can't tell him what I did. He'll fucking kill me, he might even leave the band. I'm a terrible friend.
I opened the door. "BEN STOP, I CAN'T FUCKING TELL YOU OKAY?" I yelled at him, closing the bathroon door behind me. I studied his expression, he seemed frustrated.
"Danny what the actual fuck!" James called from the couch in the living room. I wanted to shut out all the noise.
"What is happening?" Sam snapped, walking up.
"Danny won't fucking tell me what happened at Warped Tour!" Ben retorted, glaring at me.
Sam looked at me. "What? That makes no sense. You fell off of the stage. That's all."
Ben waved his hands in the air viciously. "THERE HAS TO BE MORE DANNY'S HIDING!"
"IM NOT HIDING ANYTHING." I growled, running out of the bus and slamming the door behind me. I sat down next to the bus, trying to calm myself down. I can't tell him what had happened before it.
"Danny, Danny fucking tell me." Ben whispered, coming out of the bus. I could hear Sam yelling at James before Ben closed the door.
I rolled my eyes, exhaling overdramatically.
"What happened at Warped Tour.?" Ben said slowly.
"Uhm....nothing." I paused. "I just felt bad for you when you fell off...that's all."
"THAT'S A FUCKING LIE." Ben laughed, "Stop fucking lying."
"Okay, Ben, okay. Jesus Christ...I...I pushed you off the stage." I stopped myself at the end, looking up to see a blank expression from Ben.
"That's it?" he whispered. "All of your bullshit because you pushed me off a stage?"
I nodded, killing myself inside since I didn't tell him the part that might make him actually fucking kill himself.
A/N
Okay. What a shitty chapter. I don't know wether or not to continue this shit story; I've already known the real reason why Danny has been so quiet already, but idk. It seems like its boring for people to read. k.
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Brusnop // finding myself
Fanfic"Danny, just get out of here. Please...just leave." Ben was shaking, his head in his hands, fingers gripping at his hair. My heart sank.
