your local trash can✓ | thehaydenflores: Hey guys! So me and Jordan are bored here at dinner so send us some questions for a Q&A. Also here's a cute pic we took earlier. I look like a demon, but ANYWAYS!
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replying to your local trash can: Swarson | @username What was y'alls favorite scene to shoot together?
—— your local trash can ✓ | @thehaydenflores : any, really. As long as we're together and they don't get cut/deleted then we love all the scenes we have together
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replying to your local trash can: Emily Andrews | @username How many of you scenes together have been deleted?
—— your local trash can ✓ | @thehaydenflores : lots of them. Most of them were more intimate scenes which I don't get since Varchie gets like three sex scenes per episode
—— your local trash can ✓ | @thehaydenflores : but that's none of my business 🐸☕️
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replying to your local trash can: SHAWN FOLLOWED 12/11 | @username Will you ever get back with Shawn? You two were so cute and everything of his has dropped since you two broke up! 😭😭
—— your local trash can ✓ | @thehaydenflores : It's been almost a year, sweetie, I'm sure he's good
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replying to your local trash can: SWARSON IS ENDGAME | @username Any spoilers for new episodes of season three?
—— your local trash can ✓ | @thehaydenflores : 🤭 they already don't trust me with these things
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replying to your local trash can: Single and lonely | @username How long do you think you two are going to last?
—— your local trash can ✓ | @thehaydenflores : In all honesty, I don't know. I have this theory that Jordan is going to get tired of me and he's gonna leave me but only time will tell!
—— Jordan Connor ✓ | @thejordanconnor For the rest of our lives. I'm going to marry this woman.
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HAYDEN SAW JORDAN'S TWEET and she set her phone down on the dining table. Her eyes looked up at him to see him talking with her father, his palm on her thigh. She gnawed on her bottom lip and bounced her knee, Jordan's hand sliding down to squeeze her knee. She stiffened up and dropped her fork on her plate, causing a clanking sound to boom throughout the dining room. All eyes landed on her and she let out a small chuckle. "I'm sorry. I'm gonna go use the restroom. Can I be excused, mamá?" Hayden asked. Her mother nodded and Hayden stood and walked to the bathroom upstairs in her room.
The twenty-five year old stood in front of her mirror. She splashed some water over her face and let out a deep breath. He couldn't have been telling the truth, right? He was just messing around? He wouldn't actually want to marry me. No one would. No one would want to get stuck with me for that long. Hayden's negative thoughts poured throughout her mind and soon enough, tears were coming from her eyes. She quickly wiped them away and threw them to the side. Why was she crying? Why was she making such a big deal about one single tweet?
Her and Jordan hadn't even gotten to one year, how does she expect them to last until their death? Jordan is going to get sick of me and all of my imperfections and he's going to leave me. He would not stay with me until death. Hayden had thoughts like this several times, but never this bad. Not to the point where she was crying on her bathroom floor. She heard footsteps, but she was oh too weak to get up and recompose herself. So she stayed sitting down.
A couple seconds later, black ankle high converse were in her view. "Babe?" A voice called out. Hayden slowly looked up to see Jordan looking down at her with worried eyes. "Babe." Jordan said more sternly as he took her by the waist and lifted her onto the kitchen counter. The girl fixed her position so she was sitting with her legs crossed underneath her, her thumbs twiddling together. "What happened? What's wrong?"
"Did you mean it?" Hayden suddenly asked. She looked up at Jordan to see him with confusion written all over his features. "When you said that you would marry me."
"Of fucking course I would marry you." Jordan whispered. His hand ran from her forehead to the side of her head, pushing her hair back behind her ear gently. Hayden leaned into his touch. "Why wouldn't I? Is that what this is all about? A tweet?"
"No one has ever told me that they'd want to marry me." Hayden sobbed, although it came out more like a laugh. "Matter of fact, no one has ever stuck around for so long. They leave me after a month or so. They cheat on me, lie to me, I catch them in a lie, etcetera and I get heartbroken as always. No one had ever told me that they would want to marry me. My past relationships were always crap. Whether it was the way they treated me or the way it ended. Shawn — there were things about our relationship that we kept out of the public eye and it was all the God awful arguments where we'd throw things and — God, it's made me wonder if there's something wrong with me. It's made me wonder. . . maybe it's me? Maybe something is broken in me." Hayden explained as she shook her head, Jordan wiping her tears away.
After all her rambling, Jordan knew that she didn't need him to say that he was there for her or that he would never do that to her, she just needed a hug. So he wrapped his arms around her body and pulled her close to him, feeling her body begin to shake as she sobbed into his shoulder. Jordan would never do any of those things to Hayden and Hayden knew that. Jordan wasn't like all the others she had dated. Jordan ran his hand through her hair comfortably, Hayden slowly calming down. "I'm sorry I'm such an emotional mess."
"Hey, hey, hey." Jordan cooed as he pulled away from her. He kept his hands on either side of her face and gave her a sad smile. "You're my emotional mess. Forever."
