mafia. | nct (continue)

-9-

MINA'S POV:

It has been over a month.I have been staying with EXO for a month now and I started to actually miss the guys.

But I was happy that I clicked with everyone.Me and Kyungsoo especially.The boy that called me Girlypop.He was just reserved and a bit quieter before I came.

Minseok told me,Kyungsoo never talked that much in the timespan of a month.

"Mina,we ordered food.Come eat!"Zitao came into my room,while I was studying.

"I don't want to eat."I said,turning my body towards him.

Tao sighed,walked towards my table and squatted down."Mina..don't do this to me..us..yourself."

"Doing what?I am simply not hungry.And I am studying anyways."

"You won't be ever hungry again if you don't get used to eat properly.You need to start little by little,if you don't want to starve yourself."

Defeated,I nodded and dropped the pen and stood up to walk downstairs.In the kitchen,I smiled at everyone and went next to Kyungsoo who sat on the huge table.

"Someone will visit later,okay?"Junmyeon said and I nodded while taking the chopsticks from Jongin.Since they ordered Sushi,I simply put a few rolls on my plate and started playing with it.

"Mina,eat or I will personally feed you."Kyungsoo warned jokingly.

"If you don't eat,I will bring you personally to the hospital and let you get fed over a tube."Kris said
before continuing to bicker with Junmyeon.

In the end,I ate 3 maki rolls and a bit of Luhans rice.I already felt like I was going to throw up.
Jongin noticed my not happy looking face and sighed.

"Go to rest,I'll bring you a hot water bottle."

Slowly,I got up and wanted to walk in the direction of my room when I felt so dizzy that my feet couldn't hold my body anymore.

With a loud sound,I felt the floor underneath me and my back hurted like hell.

"Fuck,Mina..."I heard Sehun say.My vision was really blurry so I barely saw what happened.

"Someone call Kibum.We need him right now."

There was also another person that leaned over me but I couldn't make out his face.

He grabbed my face and told me to stay awake but I just drifted in a sleep,that pulled me in like a magic force.

-

I opened my eyes.

I heard people talking from outside and a machine beep steadily.

When I moved my arm,I felt multiple tubes in it.I looked up to the machine and saw one that showed my heartbeat probably and something that looked like water.

"She needs to eat.She is going to kill herself at one point.What happened that she is doing that to herself?"

An unfamiliar male voice said.

"One of our members had a fight with her and she got triggered so much that she ran away."

A not that unfamiliar voice said.

Renjun.

"Can we see her?"

Yang.

"She is resting so please be quite."

The door opened and I pretended to be asleep again.

"Mina..why did you do this,hm?We all are so worried about you.Jaehyun feels miserable and Taeyong is not himself.He is grumpy or emotional all the time.He actually slept in your bed for a few nights to have your scent around him.We all miss you..please come back,yeah?"

Renjun,probably,stroked my head and spoke softly.It almost sounded like he was about to cry.When he grabbed the hand without the tube,I also grabbed his and pressed a bit.

"I am sorry.."

I said as loud as I can,what still was a whisper and opened my eyes.

"Don't apologize."Yangyang smiled while also crying.

Slowly and with all of my power,I sat up and immediately got pulled in a hug by Renjun.He wrapped his arms around my body while I slung mine around his neck.

Yangyang joined the hug and so we sat on this bed,hugging each other and crying our eyes out.

After a few minutes we pulled away and Renjun looked at me.

"You are now getting fed by a tube.Like a grandma who doesn't has any teeth left."He laughed and I joined.

"How is everyone?"I asked.

"Missing you.Worried."

"How is Jeno?"My voice sounded shaky.

"We barely saw him the past few weeks.And when we did he was in a bad mood.I think he misses you the most."

Silence.

"Mina?"

Yangyang said.

"Yeah?"

"Will you come back home?"

I kept quiet.

On hand I wanted to come back but on the other hand I felt to ashamed and sorry towards all of the members.

"Just for you to know,no one is mad at you.We all just miss you."

Then I nodded.

"I will come with you,as soon as I can leave.I don't know when they will let me go."

A,to me unfamiliar,man came in and smiled.

"You can leave whenever you want.Just make sure to eat properly and take those pills."He held up a box of medicine and gave it to Yang.

After 20 minutes of him checking me up,where I found out that he is Kibum and a doctor,I was good to go.

Because Renjun forced me,he carried me on his back to my room where I should pack my bag.

Because even though the room I just laid in was a medical room it still was in EXO's house.

"Why is there a maths book?"Yang laughed while stuffed my clothes into my bag."I wanted to study.I haven't been to school,ever since I was 14,so I wanted to educate myself."

"If you want I could help you?"Renjun handed me my gun to put in also in my bag and I nodded.

When I was done,I bid my goodbye to everyone and promised to call them if something happens.
Jongin was the one to drive us back so he went to the car with us.

"Sleep a bit.The drive will take some time."Renjun said and I nodded.

He was right.We were about to drive 3 hours since we were all the in Daegu and needed to go to Seoul.

While I thought about what possible could happen back home,I slowly drifted away in a sleep and layed my head on Yangyang's shoulder.

I hope I don't regret this...