Look alike problems

Chapter 9

ARIANA'S P.O.V

Everyone sits round the big oak table chatting and laughing to themselves while I stand observing. My mind keeps replaying the moment I first met Abbie, I'm still in shock to know the truth of my missing twin sister. Someone softly touches my shoulder, I turn to see my momma smiling sweetly "ari can we talk privately?" She says nervously causing my palms to sweat slightly "yeah course momma".
She leads me upstairs to my old room and sits herself in front of the fire place that slightly lightens and warms the old tainted room.
She looks round and pats the chair next to her, I take slow strides towards the red flames and sit myself down comfortably. It's silent for a little while but I think it's only because so much has happened today for both of us were finding it hard to express how we're feeling right now.
Mom turns her head and begins to talk "when I was 17 I found out I was pregnant... With twins and in them days to not be married or at least be the appropriate age to be having kids, it was highly thrown upon" I look at her confused "but nonna and grandpa were nothing like that?" She chuckles lightly but then the smile slowly fades as if something crept in her mind and erased it.
She looks down at her hands playing with her rings before looking back at me again "nonna and grandpa weren't the problem" I tilt my head slightly "then who was momma?" She sighs softly looking fed up having to explain to me who "your fathers parents hated me, so much that they made it their right to determine my future" my eyes widen slightly, pieces in my head connecting. My dads parents weren't the nicest, they never bothered with me and my brother specially after mom and dads divorce. They've tried to contact me a few times asking if their posh friends could have free tickets to my concerts which I always said no to because of their efforts to be grandparents to me.
"What did they do momma?" She shakes her head looking furious at the thought of what they did to her "they made legal actions against nonna and grandpa for child neglect, they knew people of higher authority so they got away with it" a single tear rolls down her sun kissed cheek, my hand softly swipes it away as she carries on "a deal was put on the table tho" my ears perk at the mention of a deal "what sort of deal?" She looks deeply into my brown eyes and all I see is pain, no control of the guilt.
"I had to choose between you and Abbie" my heart aches at the words my mom just about manages to say through her tears "they stood there in the hospital room staring me down to make this impossible choice, baring in mind I was in no state to make any decisions due to just giving birth to you and your sister but I couldn't bring myself to do it..." She sighs heavily before speaking again "so grandpa made the choice between you both but they were so cruel ari, they wouldn't let him make the decision so your father did instead".
Tears threaten to spill from my eyes but then realisation hits me suddenly "where the fuck was dad in all this?" She jumps slightly at my strong choice of words "well as usual he was behind the scenes too scared to stand up to his own parents for his girlfriend or daughters, I hate saying stuff about your father to you but he was a coward and still is" she rubs her forehead trying to relieve the pressure of stress "mom I'm not a kid anymore I always knew dad was what everyone made him out to be" we both sigh just staring into the roaring fire.
A knock on the door makes us both jump at the sudden sound, yelling for the person to come in the door clicks and reveals a awkward Harry "oh hey babe" I say feeling my face lighten up from his presence "hey loves sorry to disturb you's but everyone's asking for you downstairs Joan, nonna's causing some mischief down there" mom sarcastically rolls her eyes as we lightly laugh "okay thanks Harry" she gets up and quickly kisses my head leaving me and Harry in my room alone.
Turning my head back to the fiery flames Harry places his muscular hands on my shoulders slowly massaging them in circles, I hum lightly enjoying the sensation "Jesus Ari could you be anymore notted up" he laughs making me huff thinking about what momma told me earlier "trust me Harry it can't get any worse" he stops his movements and lowers his head so that his lips are level with my ear "want me to make you feel better baby" he seductively caresses my ear with his warm minted breath "everyone's downstairs babe" my body is already aching for him and he's only said a few words.
He trails down my neck softly sucking on my sweet spot causing me to lightly moan, I feel his lips twitch up into a smirk knowing he's getting his way "come on baby, it won't take long" my mind is telling me no but my body is screaming yes "get undressed quickly then" I latch myself onto his body catching him off guard but he soon catches on and were already half naked on my bed. He lays me flat on my back and kisses me all over my chest and stomach making me grow more impatient "Harry stop teasing me please" he looks up with a evil smirk "beg me" he says knowing I hate begging for him to just pleasure me "Harry I'm begging you" I say in a frustrated moan "that's what I like to hear baby girl" lowering himself he nibbles on my panties pulling them down leaving me completely bare to him.
My breath hitches in my mouth as I feel his tongue lap itself between my flaps caressing my sweet spot, my legs fidget through the pleasure causing Harry to have to hold my legs still "Harry faster" I say impatiently. He speeds up causing the pressure to build in my lower stomach, everything starts to become a blur as he sucks and flips all over me.
He pulls back making me agitated from the lose of contact "my turn" he says throwing himself onto the bed making himself ready "you dick" I say crawling over to him "you love sucking this dick" he childishly says causing me to shake my head laughing at his stupid comeback. God I love him.