06.12.18
In four days I'm going to be leaving to my home country for the holidays and exams are over so no more breaking out cause of stress. YAY. Anyways I don't know when I'll be able to update or even be online cause the wifi is pretty bad there but I just wanted to write down how I was going.
The first few weeks I started my new school I felt absolutely horrible, I was lost and confused and honestly didn't know what I was doing. But then I don't know everything changed. I started becoming happier and letting people in and I can't even describe the happiness I'm feeling. I went from the girl that was barely invited to any parties and always felt like she didn't belong to this girl that actually got invited to so many parties this year.
And I've realized I don't need to fit in. I love the way I am. And now that I look back I've realized the amount of improvements that occurred this year.
I stopped being bitter.
I started loving running and working out.
I've gotten a closer connection to my family.
I've gotten out more.
I'm more confident in expressing myself and...
I kinda hoped I could do a big list but yeah that's about it. Ha.
Anyhow, yeh so everything is alright.
I don't know if anyone is even reading this but like I just want to say that if you ever feel like your breaking apart and you feel so alone, just remember to not give up.
You are too precious in this world and so strong. I know everyone says this and it's cliche but it's true so I'm going to say it too.
It gets better.
