Shaking [hwabyul]

Part. 3

When I woke up in the morning, I was kind of over the shock of Moonbyul being my girlfriend- ex-girlfriend, I remembered. Moonbyul was my ex. I loved her, but wasn't allowed to keep her. 

When I was 18, I had a great life. A loving girlfriend, amazing friends, pretty face, anything you would really need. Until the crash.

Me and Moonbyul were in her car, driving home from Sana's house, where we had been hanging out along with the rest of our friends. I asked her what was on my face, since I could feel something there, but couldn't figure out what. As she leaned over to wipe it off, on a completely safe, empty road, I want to add, a drunk driver slammed into the car, and it hit the big rock wall we had been driving next to. Moonbyul was perfectly fine, but I had severe damage to my head/brain and a lot of broken bones. 

Although Moonbyul was devastated, my parents were convinced that she had done it on purpose, just to spite them, -as if me getting hurt would even make them mad- and refused to let her see me.

I didn't even remember Moonbyul, so I didn't see it as a problem. I did, however, remember my friends. When they said I wasn't allowed to see Sana, Jeongyeon, Jisoo, Jennie, Joy, Yeri, Solar, and Wheein, I was devastated. 

I ran away. Once I felt better, I grabbed all my things and ran. I was found by a man, who knocked me out and I again lost my memory. He told me everything would be ok if I came to work for him, so I said yes. From then on, you know the story.

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I was always closest to Sana, Jennie and Yeri in our group, as well as Moonbyul. Solar never quite seemed to like me, and I was great friends with the rest, but it was because of our pasts that us 5 were so close.

My parents never took much of a liking to me compared to my siblings, Namjoon and Chayoung. When I came out as bisexual, that was the last straw. They kicked me out of the house when I was 14, so I went to live with my at the time boyfriend, who was extremely abusive. You can figure how that worked out.

Sana's parents left her at a young age to fend for herself, so she had to find a way to make money when she was 13. She had to become a stripper but refused to go farther than a simple dance on a pole, until she was 16 and got adopted by two of the kindest, most loving parents you could ask for.

Jennie had parents that were your normal, everyday homophobic asses. They would beat the living shit out of her, cuss her out, humiliate her. They never got caught, everyone was afraid of them. Except for Jennie. One day, Jennie fought back and managed to leave the house to live with Jisoo.

Yeri definitely had a hard time. We always thought she was shy, just shy, until we realized some of us had never heard her speak a word. Yeri had selective mutism. Unless she really trusted the person she was talking to, she wouldn't talk. It was a product of her parents. They didn't want Yeri to speak because they didn't want anyone to know that they weren't a perfect family, that her mother drank, her father was a cheater, her brother had a thing for weed, and Yeri was lesbian. (If nyone got the melanie referance jut... ty lol)

Thankfully, they've all made it somehow.

A/N: This is just a filler type chapter to show a little more of her past, and it's really freaking sad lol... luv ya !! <3