Bohemian Rhapsody Cast Imagines & Preferences

Attack (r.m.)

A/N
Warning: Anxiety/Panic/ Depression?? Idk everything about these experiences but i know how i feel like sometimes when i have an attack

i've been really REALLY stressed and very depressed so like i just wanted to write this

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Your POV

I paced around Rami and I's shared bedroom and ended up sitting in a corner, knees to my chest and my head in my hands. I was feeling very overwhelmed to put it simply. I had been very stressed with school and my professors wanting so many papers. I was alone, Rami had been gone a lot.

I let tears steam down my face and into my now shaking hands. I could barely see from the water blurring my vision. I heard the door open and close to the apartment but I ignored it.

I always try and hide these types of feelings from Rami because I know how it would break him. He would blame himself but it was never his fault. I didn't have the energy to hide it anymore.

"Sweet? Y/N?" His concerned voice echoing through the halls until he entered the room. He stood silent for a minute before slowly approaching me. He kneeled beside me and looked at me softly. "Y/N what...-what's wrong?" He asked, his voice filled with concern.

I looked up softly and I saw his face drop. He gently wiped my tears with the pads of his thumb and I sniffled and looked at him.

"Rami..I-...I don't know how to explain." I said between staggering breaths.

"You need to try my love, Princess I need to be able to help you" He said, furrowing his brows as I saw tears from in his eyes. "It is killing me to see you like this."

"I'm so stressed Rami...I'm exauhsted and not just physically. I'm just breaking under this pressure? I'm really trying and I don't want you to worry sweet and....and it's just.." I started rambling, my words getting ahead of my mind.

"Shh...shhh" He cooed as he hugged me and I felt myself melt into him. He picked me up gently and brought me over to the bed, sitting with me in his lap. After few minutes of sitting there in silence. He spoke breaking the silence.

"My love, you know that I will always be here and you can tell me anything. I will always make time. I love you and I want you to be at your best. Always" He smiled softly as he gently kissed your cheek.

"I just didn't want you to panic. I know you are busy."

"I will always worry. You can't stop that. It's my job sweet. I love you and you know i will always help in anyway I can. Always. We can make a schedule for homework. I can make sure you take breaks and I know you will graduate college and do great things. But i beg you to never ever torture yourself and suffer alone. I don't want to come home and find you dead or in serious pain. I'm here. You are my world and I will always make sure you are happy and healthy. I love you so much baby."

"I love you too Rami." I smiled softly before he placed a soft kiss on my lips.

"Now let's get you into some pajamas and cuddle."