★Yoonki's Journal★

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-2019-

Christmas has ended yet i feel so hollowed on the inside....I cried a lot this year... i did everything for love....

My season was full of sadness and anger.... I almost took a risk to my future....but it's for the person i love anyways....

A new year is approaching us.... Maybe its time to add a little change.... Its time to have a happy 2019.... I did everything that what seems right for me... even if it hurts....

I can't risk not seeing my friends and my love again.... They are my happiness for now....

Ik family is always there for you but sometimes they're the cause of our suffering and pain....

We have a hard time to catch up with others.....

Even if i'm really tired i'll just get up again and start a new day with smiles and a little sadness...

2018 Has been literally hard for me.... it was full of challenges just for love...

I believe that someday i can love that person again freely....but for now all i can do is wait for the right time maybe in years....

Yet 2018 was full of heartfelt love from that person... you guys should thank each other to have even a little part of your life .

Sometimes i can't just wait standing by here..... nothing will happen....

I witnessed that you can do anything for love but have some limits for a bit....

I wish i can have a happy 2019 with the ppl i love and the one who i loved until forever...

2019 is a time for healing....