Meredith and Derek | Another Story

Chapter 1: "You chose"

A/N: I got all the characters from Grey's Anatomy of Shonda Rhimes. I do not own any of the characters. No copyright infringement intended. This is a pure fan fiction of meredith and derek that takes up around season 2 of Grey's Anatomy. What if what happened around season 2 has a different story :P 

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Meredith POV

Ugh. This can't be happening again. I said to myself before I felt my upset stomach and throw everything up into the toilet.

"Mer, you have been throwing up every morning since last week. Have you heard of pregnancy test?" Christina said sarcastically as she rolled her eyes while rubbing my back trying to somewhat comfort me.

"I told you I'm not pregnant!" I rolled my eyes as I strongly retorted.

I can't be pregnant. Can I?

What If I really am pregnant?

Should I keep it?

How can I tell him about it?

Does he even want to .. *pager beeps* "Uhm, hello future mommy?" Christina said as she flicks her finger to wake me up from my self-questioning. "We need to answer this pager you know?" she said as she helps me to stand up then we both grab our things and ran straight to the car.

Derek POV

"If you have already decided to whether have the operation or not, have the nurses page me" I smiled as I hung up the chart of my patient and left the room.

As I am making my way to the elevator, I saw her. She is standing in front of the elevator, wearing her scrubs with her usual pony tail which makes her even more beautiful. I thought.

I unconsciously smiled.

"Hi" I greeted as I step closer to her and face her. Giving her the warmest smile, I think I have.

She smiled but still sadness can't be hidden from her beautiful green eyes. My smile faded as soon as I saw her sad eyes.

"Uhm, Bye" she said as she turned her back and walked away.

How I wish I can just hug her and kiss her to make the sadness in her eyes go away. It hurts so much.

"Meredith! Wait!" I yelled as I ran to catch her. I grabbed her hand and make her turn to face me.

She pulled her hand from my grip.

"What do you want Derek?" she said at a sad tone.

"I just want to know if you are fine" What a stupid question I thought. I know she's not fine. I can see it through her beautiful eyes. I just wanted to talk to her.

"NO! I'm not fine! How do you expect me to be fine Derek after you chose to leave me huh?" Damn. She's about to cry and I can't do anything. I want to hug her and tell her It's okay.

Silence ...

She weakly smiled. I saw the tears coming out of her beautiful eyes as she walked away.

I just stood there and did nothing ....

Damn.

*After three weeks*

Derek POV

3 weeks have passed and I still didn't saw Meredith ever since the conversation we had at the hall way. I still think about that encounter even now, and I realized some things I should've realized a long time ago.

I miss her.

I want to see her.

I want to talk to her.

"Hey" Addison said. We were just leaving from the lawyer's office.

We just officially signed and processed our divorce papers. I realized that our marriage can't be saved. I tried. I wanted to save our marriage but I finally realized that we can no longer fix it. It's not worth it anymore.

"So, it's official." She smiled.

"It is." I said and smiled.

I turned my back to her then I walked away.

*At the hospital*

"Doctor Bailey, I need an intern could I possibly have Dr. Grey on my service?" I asked Dr. Bailey, I really want to talk to Meredith and I can't see her anywhere in the hospital.

"You can have Dr. Karev on your service. Dr. Grey doesn't work in this hospital anymore she resigned 3 weeks ago"

Resigned three weeks ago?

Damn. She left.